I guess etizolam is not even legal in Canada.
Unfortunately, the only place to find it would be on the dark markets.
The products on these markets are expensive but unless there are other online vendors or a local dealer who sells it I don't think you're going to find etizolam anywhere else.
You can always research cryptocurrencies and how to buy them. Local Bitcoin is one place you can buy crypto money, there are other markets. I think Local Bitcoin will provide you with a cryptocurrency wallet.
You use Duck Duck Go to look at a site called Dark Fail in order to see a list of what markets are available. Then you can use the Tor browser to go on these sites to create your account or accounts (if you decide to go this route, order from your home country, make sure the vendor gets very good reviews and that they provide excellent stealth).
Etizolam is great. It's Valium on steroids, a major amount of strong steroids.
I think you could cbt with etizolam and alcohol alone.
These types of synthetic benzos can very addictive, I developed a benzo addiction using this stuff, so if you're using to stay sane until you decide if you want to cbt be careful with it.
Hope you're able to find some. (Use with caution.)