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DivineBreadEnjoyer

DivineBreadEnjoyer

flying past the stars
Oct 31, 2025
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I didn't know in which to put it so I chose suicide discussion.
I had the urge to cut myself for a long time, yesterday I did it, I did it on my chest.
I will try not to do it again but just if I do, where is the risk the lowest?
I don't do it with the intention to ctb, I'm really really really skinny and I'm kinda scared that something could go wrong, that's why I wanted to ask.
I know that maybe it's not a good question to answer as it could seem like that would be encouraging self harm, tho I don't search for that.
I just want to know, in case I do it again, where the risk is the lowest of ANYTHING happening because I'm really really skinny, idk if that changes much but yeah I just wanted to ask.
Thanks in advance!
 
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WaistedPotential

WaistedPotential

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Feb 5, 2025
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Plz don't cut yourself. There are better options to deal with that urge. If you can't seem to overcome that, try lighting a match, blowing it out, and immediately pressing it against your inner arm, thigh or somewhere people won't see. And, if they do, they will think it was an accident and won't get suspicious.
Plz don't cut yourself. There are better options to deal with that urge. If you can't seem to overcome that, try lighting a match, blowing it out, and immediately pressing it against your inner arm, thigh or somewhere people won't see. And, if they do, they will think it was an accident and won't get suspicious.
I realized I didn't provide non-harmful alternatives to self harm. People have recommended things like applying electrical tape and pealing it off, drawing a red line with a pen while applying lots of pressure, or finding healthy way to regulate the emotions that cause the urge to selfharm.
 
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MOSTHATED

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FAILED
Mar 16, 2026
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Btw did it hurt? Did you use a knife or razor blade? I tried to do it but I'm too scared
 
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DivineBreadEnjoyer

DivineBreadEnjoyer

flying past the stars
Oct 31, 2025
83
Btw did it hurt? Did you use a knife or razor blade? I tried to do it but I'm too scared
I used a razor blade, in the moment of making the cut it didn't hurt that bad directly but the hours afterwards were hell, I had my biggest cut on my thighs, a few on my shoulder and a few on my chest and I'm a side sleeper so the shoulder ones really hurt in the night, I cut again at the same place a few times it really did hurt, I'm too afraid to go really deep yet but I think it's definitely possible, just the razor blade I got isn't the best one, I want to get a sharper one soon
I can go deeper but Im really afraid of it too, I understand you 🫂❤️
Edit: I meant it did hurt right after, just the first few seconds while making the cut somehow didn't feel like they hurt so bad, it mostly hurt when i swiped multiple times
 
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FAILED
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I used a razor blade, in the moment of making the cut it didn't hurt that bad directly but the hours afterwards were hell, I had my biggest cut on my thighs, a few on my shoulder and a few on my chest and I'm a side sleeper so the shoulder ones really hurt in the night, I cut again at the same place a few times it really did hurt, I'm too afraid to go really deep yet but I think it's definitely possible, just the razor blade I got isn't the best one, I want to get a sharper one soon
I can go deeper but Im really afraid of it too, I understand you 🫂❤️
Edit: I meant it did hurt right after, just the first few seconds while making the cut somehow didn't feel like they hurt so bad, it mostly hurt when i swiped multiple times
Im guessing when u swiped, it felt like a sort of quick burning sensation?
 
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DivineBreadEnjoyer

DivineBreadEnjoyer

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Oct 31, 2025
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Im guessing when u swiped, it felt like a sort of quick burning sensation?
When I swiped if first felt like a sting tbh, a quick sharp pain and then it started burning
 
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FAILED
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When I swiped if first felt like a sting tbh, a quick sharp pain and then it started burning
Right ive cut myself by accident before and it felt like that. Trying to do it on purpose is impossible
 
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