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[JinnDX]

I was wondering how you are determining the timing on when to execute your plan?

Deciding on a method has not been that hard for me. Where to do it, I also almost immediately came up with a place.

But I think the hardest part is to determine when to do it. While suffering you can almost always endure another day. Endure another hour. Endure another minute.

I know there is no formula for that. But I am still interessted in your thought process. Have you decided on a certain date? A certain event? Which requirements have to be met?

 

[WorthlessTrash]

When I feel I can push through guilt and survival instinct.

 

[clown]

I have no date, i will simply have to wait until i can't take it anymore. Then i also need to wait until im home alone since im pretty sure im going to do it in my room.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

When my loose ends are tied up satisfactorily.

 

[SKDN]

I will just have everything ready, in place. The day I really want to.. I go.

 

[Jred]

I'm starting a new job very soon. Based on the nature of the work, I know I'll absolutely despise it. I'll save up some of the money, put it towards materials, let my misery stew until I'm pushed in no other other direction but action. My estimate is a month with how much potential guilt I'm still feeling at the moment, but no exact date.

 

[outrider567]

I was wondering how you are determining the timing on when to execute your plan?

Deciding on a method has not been that hard for me. Where to do it, I also almost immediately came up with a place.

But I think the hardest part is to determine when to do it. While suffering you can almost always endure another day. Endure another hour. Endure another minute.

I know there is no formula for that. But I am still interessted in your thought process. Have you decided on a certain date? A certain event? Which requirements have to be met?

Well, like I mentioned--Waiting for my brother to pass(of course still hoping for a miracle for him to defeat his stage 4 lung cancer)but doctors say he has about 6 months left--Once he goes, I plan to go soon after, nothing has changed my mind, still just going thru the motions each day, not enjoying anything anymore, still haunted by her last days in the hospital, fought so hard...she didn't want to go at all....when she lost her battle, I lost all my optimism about anything

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, ctb is very difficult because of the lack of peaceful and reliable way to exit and the fear of failure. I feel trapped in this world. I think for me I will eventually find a way to leave when things get much worse for me and I get very desperate. More than anything I wish that it was easier to leave, all that I want is to peacefully pass away in my sleep without having to go through the process of ctb. In a world where there is so much suffering, suicide should not be this difficult.

 

[Judy Garland]

Soon.

 

[Angi]

My main requirement is that I do not want to be found and "saved", so I need a bit of time when I will certainly not be found or a method that knows no intervention.

Preferably, I would like to ctb for myself, rather than in an attempt to run from someone, or from my past. I have not achieved this yet, so while I am here I still have work to do!

 

[Cancún]

I was wondering how you are determining the timing on when to execute your plan?

Deciding on a method has not been that hard for me. Where to do it, I also almost immediately came up with a place.

But I think the hardest part is to determine when to do it. While suffering you can almost always endure another day. Endure another hour. Endure another minute.

I know there is no formula for that. But I am still interessted in your thought process. Have you decided on a certain date? A certain event? Which requirements have to be met?

Man I know you get destroy by meds you hold for 5 months ? Maybe can wait I little
Longer idk just saying

I was wondering how you are determining the timing on when to execute your plan?

Deciding on a method has not been that hard for me. Where to do it, I also almost immediately came up with a place.

But I think the hardest part is to determine when to do it. While suffering you can almost always endure another day. Endure another hour. Endure another minute.

I know there is no formula for that. But I am still interessted in your thought process. Have you decided on a certain date? A certain event? Which requirements have to be met?

What are you symtoms

 

[Starylain001]

When I wont be found for a while.

Honestly, nothing (even my dad) in this world will keep me to hang in here.

Neuropathic pain just ruins everything. SN method which i found on this forum and can afford to, keeps me sane.

 

[outrider567]

My main requirement is that I do not want to be found and "saved", so I need a bit of time when I will certainly not be found or a method that knows no intervention.

Preferably, I would like to ctb for myself, rather than in an attempt to run from someone, or from my past. I have not achieved this yet, so while I am here I still have work to do!

I'm pretty sure I won't be found for days

 

[Al Cappella]

When I feel like it. I can dial the self-loathing and anger up so high that this ctb thing is no more difficult than taking out the trash. In many ways, that's exactly what I'll be doing.

 

[JinnDX]

Man I know you get destroy by meds you hold for 5 months ? Maybe can wait I little
Longer idk just saying

What are you symtoms

I don't have a single organ that is not affected. Most problematic symptoms for me is neuro stuff.

Don't worry, I will definitely hold on longer. I don't plan to do it in the near future.
But I want things to be prepared. Will get N when it's available again, as it seems to be the best option for me. I'm in no hurry. But I want to have it here.

Hopefully I will have the guts to go through with all of it, if my time comes.