Venting When will you go?

[Adieu]

Have you select an special day?

 

[Hotsackage]

Random, hope i.get hanging right just one time

 

[LegaliseIt!]

When I won't traumatize my husband. He's a good man, and I want to spare him the worst.

 

[R_N]

If I ever stop posting here for longer than a week... I am probably dead.

 

[Freedom Believer]

After Christmas.

 

[Ark]

If all goes well, January 5th.

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

Somewhere in july.

 

[LMLN]

I think February.

 

[mediocre]

I'm hoping by the end of the month but I don't know if I'll have the courage.

 

[Adieu]

Everyday is the day for me. But sadly I have to wait till end of january

 

[Root]

I want to do it on January 2nd, but I don't know if I can. I lack courage.
Fuck I hate myself so much because of it.

 

[Squiddy]

I haven't decided on a date, but if things keep going the way they're going, I probably will set a date

 

[Adieu]

I want to do it on January 2nd, but I don't know if I can. I lack courage.
Fuck I hate myself so much because of it.

I am more confident since I hear of sn

 

[Fragile]

probably around March or April, i was hoping that i could wait at least 2 more years without a specific date, but things are deteriorating so quickly that now i have to go way sooner than expected. and to be honest, i'm only waiting because i still need to acquire my method.

 

[Tessie]

May next year. I want to go in late spring when everything starts to blossom.

 

[Mizzmini45]

By my 35th birthday

 

[NoFOMO]

I was hoping to CTB after my mother's death but even though she's extremely ill and getting worse by the day...she's still hanging on and it pisses me off. Which then makes me feel like shit even more that I feel that way about her.
I'm getting to a point that I don't think I can wait one more year.

 

[Justalostsoul]

Trying to hang in there for my family. If not for them it would be now.

 

[OreoWellington]

I wish I could go as soon as possible now that I have my method on my hands. But I am not sure I actually will. What holds me back is that would be too impulsive and I would want to have left not while so unprepared and everythings a clutter and a mess. This is my ideal, but it's sooo hard to hold back.

 

[WhyIsLife56]

I would like to go before I start feeling too empty when people leave here. I haven't figured out a specific date but sometime next year

 

[methylene blue]

Either Dec 25, 26, or 27. I really should not wait longer than this. I almost did it on Dec 20 but felt terrified (my method is muzzleloader to the brainstem through the mouth). I've been smoking tons of crystal meth over the last few days, to the point where I now have to stop to come down because my body can not handle anymore. Hopefully tomorrow I will be ready to start up again; I should have plenty of crystal to last me through the 27th and during that time using I was actually thinking of writing a note. Something easy. I would probably really overthink it if I tried writing one sober. At least meth adds some vividness to my thinking, and the point of my using it is to help me feel more brave and willing to kill myself.

Well, I better do it. I already quit both my jobs and have destroyed my health significantly. I'm young enough to recover. But I lost between 15-20 pounds just since Dec 20. I probably only had 3 small meals between that time and now.

I will try to write a goodbye post on here as well, something I thought I wouldn't do (why get yourself banned???). That way maybe if a few people wish me luck on the post I will feel like I have a few people rooting for me to muster the courage to pull the trigger.

 

[Emily123]

It will be in Januray if I can overcome my fears

 

[APharmaDestroyedLife]

The 30th of this month unless a miracle happens and my health issues go into remission again. I was ready 2 nights ago, but this time of year I do not have the privacy I need , my sister lives close by and she has the week off from work, also everyone i know, all my neighbors, their families are all around right now. So just to be safe the 30th is my best bet.

 

[sleepy dog]

I don't really care when. I just want to succeed the first try.

 

[APharmaDestroyedLife]

I don't really care when. I just want to succeed the first try.

Me 2

It will be in Januray if I can overcome my fears

That's the hardest part. The hardwired need to survive...

 

[Berlin76]

Hopefully asap but depend on if my euthanasia gets approved first or i do it my own