Venting When will this end?

[edea666]

It's that time again. I find myself wanting to end it all. I've tried my best to cope, to live, and to avoid harming myself because of the people I love, but how long must I keep fighting? It's been three long years of living in survival mode, and the medicines no longer work. I'm too tired to feel, to fight back, to deal with all the traumas. I've gone from being soft-spoken, understanding, and empathetic to constantly feeling angry, irritated, and filled with hate. I miss my old self. I just want to be free.

 

[spiderwbs]

I literally feel how you feel. I'm tired of everything.... I miss my old self

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really understandable just wishing to be free from all the suffering, existence really is too dreadful.