When u see the rat race for what it is, u can never go back

[contemplatingjaahil]

I was just sitting in public today looking at all the people walking past just thinking why are these ppl doing this? whats the point of all this? just hustling and grinding everyday for the next 50+ years and for what? i think even if i dont get the courage to ctb i will never be in a 'non-depressed' state, i feel like being depressed has truly opened my eyes. its like the average person has their eyes closed or something. even something as simple as sleeping feels so mundane and ridiculous to me. we have to do it every day, why??? and you'll never feel truly rested. life is just so absurd. theres no grand reward at the end of all this. you'll die and the world will keep spinning. its pointless. sorry to rant

 

[Jumping_realms]

It's true.
Seems normies have mostly just accepted it as a teen onward, most likely never giving it true thought, or just did it because that's what society does. Works until 67, having only 8 days off a month, and then spends maybe 10-20 years doing elderly activities usually with some sort of health issues by then. Then usually a slow prolonged death often with family issues involved.

Fuck all that noise. I refuse.

 

[Bullit]

Yep. Biologically, your job is to get resources,find a mate, reproduce (giggle) and get your child on his feet. Then,er,die.

Look at covid 19. Everybody hates the virus,but look at it from his point of view: "I didn't ask to be born,I'm just trying to survive and spread to as many of you nice warm people as I can. " Rat race indeed!

 

[WrongPlaceWrongTime]

I cannot fathom 40+ years mindlessly slaving away so the rich pedophiles in charge can get richer.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

I'm out of the race. Never really was in it. I'm full of anger and hate. I don't believe in depression for those whose reality just sucks. I absolutely know how much focus and care goes into being really old...and I have no one to help...I have no money to spend....and I will have no great comfort...it's pointless to continue much longer.

I guess if possible I would encourage to give it one's best shot. It's been shitty...and I have 0 retirement and 0 chances at employment...so I am FUCKED.

The worst is my family etc see my lack of success and anxiety of reality as some encompassing mental disorder. I regret falling into this. I am not mental nor depressed. I am anxious about my situation that can not be fixed or bettered.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, humans are just a slave to society. People do the same things on repeat for decades and at the end of the day it is all pointless as we will just die and be forgotten. Our existence really means nothing. I couldn't imagine anything worse than reaching old age.

 

[insanedoomer]

I was just sitting in public today looking at all the people walking past just thinking why are these ppl doing this? whats the point of all this? just hustling and grinding everyday for the next 50+ years and for what? i think even if i dont get the courage to ctb i will never be in a 'non-depressed' state, i feel like being depressed has truly opened my eyes. its like the average person has their eyes closed or something. even something as simple as sleeping feels so mundane and ridiculous to me. we have to do it every day, why??? and you'll never feel truly rested. life is just so absurd. theres no grand reward at the end of all this. you'll die and the world will keep spinning. its pointless. sorry to rant

:) only us humans who want to make a point of it ; existence is there / here .. thats all

 

[logan]

Yes, there is a lot of truth in the film "The Matrix" ...

 

[diyCTB]

Yes, there is a lot of truth in the film "The Matrix" ...

Spoiler: Agent Smith was right...