Help When to ctb?

[nuggetfinder]

I have no idea when I should ctb, there are too many external circumstances at play here. (Yes I'm sure, it's gonna happen regardless)

My birthday is coming up in November but im supposed to be getting evicted with my family in early December. I'm trying to figure out if I should try before my birthday which would be around two weeks from now, after my birthday which would still only give me about two weeks to prepare or after I move. We still haven't found a place, I could end up in a homeless shelter which would fuck with my method but I could also end up someplace where I can go through with it.

Choices. Lots of choices. If you were in my shoes what would you do? (If this question isn't allowed, my apologies)

 

[NutOrat]

That sounds like a very difficult position to be in. To avoid sounding presumptuous or disingenuous ever again, I'd rather not answer that question, don't want to accidentally make it worse. I do hope your housing situation gets resolved, take care of yourself till then. No, always.

 

[nuggetfinder]

That sounds like a very difficult position to be in. To avoid sounding presumptuous or disingenuous ever again, I'd rather not answer that question, don't want to accidentally make it worse. I do hope your housing situation gets resolved, take care of yourself till then. No, always.

That's understandable! Thank you anyways.

 

[itsgone2]

I probably can't answer. But I'm in a similar situation, at least where right now attempts are easier to do. So I also feel some pressure of a deadline

 

[Xiaojiu]

wow, you and I are both November babies huh?

My original plan is to CTB on or after my birthday this month. I hope I have the strength to get over SI and peace about dying by then :/