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- Feb 24, 2021
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My entire life has been shit. My dad was a drug using, cheating, abusive ass fuck. I'm gonna be 44 in august. I had a son die from SIDS when I was 21. My depression went completely down hill and I have faked my way to normalcy to this age.
Today is Easter and it seems faker than ever to believe in the whole "he has risen" around my family.
Religion has always been strong in my family. I hate my life sooo much I found zero meaning behind it. But my bf thinks I'm full of shit and thinks I'm crazy cuz I don't believe in god.
Honestly the reason I stay alive is for my dogs. My daughters are 24 and 20. My daughters have their own lives.
I have zero motivation, I work to pay my bills. My bf is obsessed with fitness he thinks depression is "get over it" type.
Today is Easter and it seems faker than ever to believe in the whole "he has risen" around my family.
Religion has always been strong in my family. I hate my life sooo much I found zero meaning behind it. But my bf thinks I'm full of shit and thinks I'm crazy cuz I don't believe in god.
Honestly the reason I stay alive is for my dogs. My daughters are 24 and 20. My daughters have their own lives.
I have zero motivation, I work to pay my bills. My bf is obsessed with fitness he thinks depression is "get over it" type.