When i do finally die

[fedup1982]

I'll be grateful that I'll finally get eternal rest ive wanted for so long already. But the downside is I'll feel guilty for leaving my girlfriend alone in this world. She's been so good to me. One day when I finally get a terminal diagnosis I might even end up doing what I can to prolong life, not for me, but for her. I wish I'd never been born, it would have meant I wouldn't need to worry about ANY of this