When did you first feel suicidal

[Die.A.Ria]

Just curious but for me i was about 8 years old

 

[tooafraidtodiez]

When i was 11-12. Because i have severe disablity from birth

 

[unluckysadness]

When I was 10 in boarding school because of bullying. I remember wanting to jump from the building to stop it. It was 34 years ago...

 

[bagel12]

i started writing suicide notes at 5 or 6 years old. i think i still have them somewhere

also OP i like your username lol

 

[ButterflySucideBaby]

around age 7, depression started to manifest & all i knew was, technically speaking, dying would make the pain end. i don't like bringing it up unprompted because most people don't get suicidal so young & i feel like i'm accidentally playing the trauma olympics

 

[Die.A.Ria]

i started writing suicide notes at 5 or 6 years old. i think i still have them somewhere

also OP i like your username lol

HAHA THANK YOU

 

[FuneralCry]

I've always and only wished to permanently cease existing as for me ceasing to exist is just all that's positive, for me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution to finally find peace from this existence so torturous and dreadful that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I'll just always see existence as a mistake, simply just being conscious is enough to make me wish for dreamless eternal sleep, all I want is for all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence but of course this existence never should had been imposed at all.

 

[Spite]

At 14 years old, in 2012. It's been very on-again off-again ever since.

 

[t8129]

I first tried suicide when I was 10 but before that I felt like nothing was real and nothing appealed to me