iftheworldwasending

iftheworldwasending

My prayer is that when I die, all of hell rejoice.
Sep 26, 2020
131
i've been on and off this site for years and i believe i'm coming close to a point that i'm ready. can you give me your plans and ideas below? i have access to xanax, lots of vodka, ativan, some klonopin.


any help would be so greatly appreciated.
thank you.
 
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unknowngirl

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Aug 9, 2024
20
my method is to die from dehydration
 
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dreamcatcher90

dreamcatcher90

Member
Aug 3, 2024
97
I have ordered sn, it seems like a peaceful way to go.
 
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Ariii

Ariii

Member
Oct 29, 2023
81
Partial hanging in my closet with a cable
 
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Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
242
I plan to use sn when I'm ready to
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
659
SN or if possible N
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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i have access to xanax, lots of vodka, ativan, some klonopin.
You should have read the Suicide Resource Compilation by now. This won't kill you in most cases. If you're interested in ODs then you should read the PPeH. In regards of methods and plans - my personal choice is CO with charcoal bc this is is easily available everywhere and a very reliable method. I'm sorry you have to suffer so much.

 
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sugarb

sugarb

long time sunshine
Jun 14, 2024
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i've been on and off this site for years and i believe i'm coming close to a point that i'm ready. can you give me your plans and ideas below? i have access to xanax, lots of vodka, ativan, some klonopin.


any help would be so greatly appreciated.
thank you.
1. Get a driver's license sometime in the next 6 months
2. Drive <10 minutes to gun store
3. Feel very grateful I live in a hilariously red state where I can buy a gun in five minutes
4. Buy a low end 12 gauge and a box or two of appropriate ammunition so as not to be suspicious
5. Leave
6. Shoot myself in the head somewhere semi-private (either the "ideal" place I saw after a 3 hour drive or just in my backyard 🤷)
7. Die instantly
8. Good stuff hopefully or just oblivion, either's fine
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,652
SN, hopefully.
 
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depressia

depressia

скоро
Feb 29, 2024
77
мой план уйти куда нибудь на природу..выпить SN и лечь на землю чтобы уснуть под звуки природы
 
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LifeQuitter

LifeQuitter

Experienced
Jul 11, 2024
219
SN
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,419
Wish I had a way to painlessly find my peace from an existence that only ever caused me to suffer but tragically that is not the reality, I'd be long gone if I had the means to die peacefully, wish I had the option to fall asleep eternally more than anything as all I wish for is eternal nothingness, under no circumstances would I wish for something as cruel and undesirable as having the ability to exist.
 
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samdocheon

samdocheon

Optimists are wrong
Jul 28, 2024
123
Catch the train
 
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Beyond_Repair

Beyond_Repair

Disheartened Ghost
Oct 27, 2023
452
SN
 
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Evelyn Lane

Evelyn Lane

banned
Aug 2, 2024
330
Full suspension hanging
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

Oct 9, 2022
1,713
My plan is to use sn
 
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Daxter777

Daxter777

Member
May 22, 2023
53
My plan was to use SN but now im thinking of doing partial with the help off ativan. The idea was to get in the partial position and wait for the ativan to kick in. I would take 10 to hopefully pass out in the partial position ending in my death
 
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Degen

Degen

Member
Aug 28, 2021
56
No clue where to get sn anymore, I don't like partial hanging but I guess it'll do
 
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3/4Dead

3/4Dead

Peace, Love, Empathy
Feb 27, 2024
399
Spend about two weeks isolating before shooting myself, either with my one of my parents' guns (unideal) or with a purchased shotgun or 9mm handgun if I can get a hold of one.
 
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revontulet

revontulet

Member
Aug 4, 2024
33
Sn sounds good but I have no idea how to get it. Hanging or drowning.
 
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Alessio

Member
Aug 9, 2024
38
At first I was going to use SN, but then I changed my mind and my ctb will be jumping from a building, the sn method has too many variables that you have to control, if I jump from at least a fifth floor of a building, none can save me, or if I don't die on the spot, I will die from the trauma suffered from the fall
 
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deathtakeme

deathtakeme

Npc
Aug 9, 2024
31
Everyone here seems to advice against it but im leaning dehydration + starvation since im too much of a dummy to plan anything else and i dont have ressources.
 
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sorararara

sorararara

not much to look at
Feb 12, 2023
57
partial hanging tomorrow.

gonna take a bunch of benadryl to calm my nerves and then hang myself.
 
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Guy089001

Member
Apr 23, 2024
56
Chewing three 50MCG/H fentanyl patches at once, laying back on my bed, waiting. Also have Phenergan from someone, Clonazepam. Fuck it. From what I recall last time, breathing gets slower, eventually hit a point you make the decision to stop.
 
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exitingtothevoid

exitingtothevoid

Member
Aug 2, 2024
39
Exit bag and inert gas.
 
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notprettyenough

notprettyenough

♡too sensitive for this world♡
Oct 19, 2023
16
Jumping, it's the most simple and quick, I'm close to a city.

It wasn't my initial plan, I was hoping to keep my body intact so I can atleast try 1 more time to exercise my vanity, so I can look pretty when the EMT takes my body.

Now I'm tired. It's the only thing society cares about, looks. That 1 only thing that makes me valuable will be gone when I'm a splattered mess on the concrete, it's kind of hilarious ngl. The shallow morons of the world will be like "she was so beautiful"...like it matters? It's sad either way if someone dies, regardless of beauty.
 
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Themogger

Themogger

Why so serious?
Jul 23, 2024
241
How does Ativan work and is it over the counter? My method is plastic bag suffocation and I'm figuring out how to make it more effective. Sedating myself and increasing co2 levels of the bag to go as quickly as possible. Thanks for making this post
 

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