Brokensoulwalking

Brokensoulwalking

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Mar 14, 2023
45
Serous question for all of you, I hope this doesn't come across as stupid.

I often picture myself dead, you know cord round my neck vains straining in my face. Or slowly drowning and sinking to the bottom slowly losing the power to fight.

But the most beautiful death to me would be one last high, heavy opioids, with some metoclopramide to stop any puking. Slowly overdose and look into the women I loves eyes one last time, and die in her arms. Just knowing I am taking my last breath seeing her would be perfect. Location not important, scene not important, anywhere used to be perfect with her.

Shame it was never meant to be.

I would like to hear others, especially details.
 
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Leiden

Arcanist
Sep 1, 2020
431
Quick as possible. Someone blowing my head off from behind right in the brain stem where I'm instantly dead, would be great for me. Nothing else important to me. In the next five minutes would be ideal.
 
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oh_no191

oh_no191

“Is it better to speak or to die?”
Jun 11, 2023
56
I would love to look in his eyes just like you wanna look in hers. I wanna be with someone when I die and that might be selfish but I feel like it'll be nicer.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,966
For me, it's just falling asleep and never waking again, I see so much beauty in leaving this world in such a peaceful way and being unable to suffer for all eternity. But sadly having the option of a death like that would always be too good to be true in this dreadful existence.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

The rain pours eternally.
Feb 28, 2023
1,128
My perfect scene would be dying quickly and peacefully, preferably leaving a peaceful corpse as well.
 
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DurkheimsCat

Member
May 27, 2023
57
I wish to just go to sleep and not wake up in bed with my cats. Unfortunately I know I won't get such a peaceful scene.
 
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winamp

Enlightened
May 20, 2023
1,357
either like Lucie from Martyrs but more peaceful or falling asleep in a field full of flowers and whatnot with a nice view during midday or sunset and never waking up
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,566
My perfect scene is falling asleep and never wake up again, so nothing special.
 
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Arachno

Arachno

oh no :(
Apr 10, 2023
248
Me shooting myself in the head with a shotgun like Mossberg 500 Cruiser and the blood and gore from the blast splattering all over images of things and people that have hurt me or I hate.
 
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54378

Member
Jan 23, 2023
30
Dying peacefully, painlessly and slowly in nature as I am watching the sun rise remembering everything in my life knowing that now is the right time to go.
 
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Klophy

Lost...
Jun 28, 2022
197
Something quick and painless, preferably in my sleep.

Dealt with enough negative crap, I at least want my end to be peaceful.
 
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compassionexitneed

Member
Apr 29, 2023
19
At a pretty location in nature with drugs that would end it painlessly and with euphoria unfortunately going to have to jump because that doesn't exist
 
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Stinkyrat

Stinkyrat

Member
Jun 14, 2023
15
I always wanted to leave the place I live at as a child up to my teenage years I always cried being on the way to school or just anywhere sitting in a bus or train because I wanted to leave so badly
So for me it would be perfect to do it somewhere I like I don't like being at the beach because of too many people but I love swimming so I always imagined to be at a beach with no one around a private beach(?) take all kind of drugs because I never tried it and always wanted to maybe some alcohol as well and then drown in the ocean
 
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GreenBanana23

GreenBanana23

Suicidal Banana
Mar 5, 2023
78
I'd love to just lay down in my bed and put a shotgun in my mouth and pull the trigger, end it immediately, however i am not longer allowed access to firearms. Maybe instead I would love to just have some fentanyl then drink some good old jack daniel's. Certainly the combo would be fatal? Or, better yet, fly out to Mexico and get some N. Go to a hotel, take it.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,591
This is my perfect scene: With the Nitrogen, lying down but elevated, I expect to just pass out, into nothingness(although Das Nichts said he saw red/green lights before passing out), nothingness, just like when they gave me anesthesia for my gall bladder removal
 
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seaweed

seaweed

Member
Jun 17, 2023
23
go on a lovely scenic walk through the country from 23 hours (i know...) and then die on the 24th hour. not really sure how id die still - my og plan was to od on nortriptyline and jump on the railway.
 
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Document6105

Member
Nov 17, 2022
32
What the plan currently is something like this.

I'll be going hiking somewhere completely remote from people.
I'll mark down the GPS location, and walk back to town where I'll hide my phone to.
Scheduling a message to send the next day with the coordinates, I'll then leave and set up camp at my designated location.

Nature will take care of giving me a painless, comforting death, much like that of simply falling asleep in someone's lap.
I won't feel cold when I die. I'll feel warmth.
More warmth than I've ever had in my life.

As nature preserves my dead corpse, the message on my phone will slowly submit itself come morning, and what remains of me can be utilized in organ research/donations.
 
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publicschoolgrad

New Member
Jun 14, 2023
3
Somewhere out in the woods or away from where anybody would find me. I especially need to do it away from the house because I don't want my teenagers or my spouse to find me. Since I don't want to be found for some time, I need to leave my phone at home. The other issue is the telematics on my truck, but I could potentially park and then walk to where I need to be.

I have an 870 Express that I will use. I'm debating whether to the head or the chest. I feel like the chest because even though I want to be cremated, I don't want to freak out the person that finds me. I already have the shell separated out from the rest. I often will hold it for motivation. I need to get some sort of device or use my toes to pull the trigger. My arms are not long enough to cleanly pull the trigger. Even if there is an error, hopefully I will just bleed out.

Feels good to type all that out.
 
BoyInTheBox

BoyInTheBox

INFP 4w5
Jun 6, 2023
80
Serous question for all of you, I hope this doesn't come across as stupid.

I often picture myself dead, you know cord round my neck vains straining in my face. Or slowly drowning and sinking to the bottom slowly losing the power to fight.

But the most beautiful death to me would be one last high, heavy opioids, with some metoclopramide to stop any puking. Slowly overdose and look into the women I loves eyes one last time, and die in her arms. Just knowing I am taking my last breath seeing her would be perfect. Location not important, scene not important, anywhere used to be perfect with her.

Shame it was never meant to be.

I would like to hear others, especially details.
I'd love to fall off a high building while watching the sky, since it's the thing that calms me the most, listening to music and feeling the wind hit against my body.
 
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Leiden

Arcanist
Sep 1, 2020
431
I wish to just go to sleep and not wake up in bed with my cats. Unfortunately I know I won't get such a peaceful scene.
This is the dream. I know I won't get such a peaceful scene either. I wish for this every single night and every morning I wake up severyly panicking of the reality of having to do it all over again another day and the reality of my situation. It's all so unbearable.
 
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Chika

Chika

Dead
Jun 17, 2023
10
In my case, I'd just lie on my bed in the most comfortable position after overdossing the drug. Then enjoy the peaceful music in my ear until I sleep.
 
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bandagedbones

bandagedbones

New Member
Feb 25, 2023
2
I've always loved winter, and as a kid I would spend so much time in the snow and cold every chance I got when it came. I remember just laying down sometimes and watching the sky, bundled in my snow clothes to keep me safe. The thought of having that peace and child like wonder again seems nice. I'd probably go into the woods or a field of some kind; maybe even onto a lake while it's frozen. Take something to fall asleep and do just that, drifting off as I slowly freeze or maybe I'd be awake long enough to feel the warmth of hypothermia set in after my body has gone numb. Regardless I imagine the scene to be beautiful.
Alternatively I'd like to fall from an almost unimaginably tall building. I would do it in the morning just as the sun is rising and the city is still sleeping. Falling for what feels like forever and like the other dream just watching the sky, until everything crashes to a sudden stop. It's dark but sometimes I also entertain the thought of what I would look like after I'm gone too.
 
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olof1982

Member
Jun 17, 2023
10
To first spend a week exploring someplace new and magical in the company of newfound love, having the adventure of a lifetime, one last time. And to end it, drifting away into unconsciousness in the comfort of each other's arms, laying in bed as the sun sets.
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
A dark room, a loaded gun, a final burst of courage, a perfect shot, and this lifeless corpse falling down for the last time. Whether or not I have a soul and what happens after... I deal with that as it comes. A successful attempt. That's perfect for me.
 
anklebiter

anklebiter

Member
May 29, 2023
18
Idk if I would consider it a perfect scene of death but I often imaging taking a crap ton of hard drugs and then when I'm numb and barley coherent from them I'd fall backwards from a cliff or some sort of high place that's far from people. I just imagine the wind from falling and hopefully instant death would be a peaceful and nice way to go
 

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