what’s your favorite song?

[thedevilwithin]

something that brings you comfort or a song you'd want playing when you ctb.

mine ~

 

[vak]

My suicide playlist is just this song on repeat, banned from BBC at the time for being too depressing But good songs match your mood, so I guess that's why I can't get enough of it.

 

[3AM]

I like so many nirvana's songs but lets go with this one I love this song. must listen

 

[Redleaf1992]

Florence and the machine : blinding. Her album 'lungs' in general is amazing. Just has this magical feeling to it - particary the ones with a darker theme. From the same album 'my boy builds coffins' and 'bird song' are soo good as well.

 

[justcallmeJ]

I love this one so much <3

 

[FuneralCry]

My favourite piece of music is Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary. It's about wishing for death to bring peace from all the suffering existing has caused.

 

[bookgirl]

Billie Eilish - listen before i go

 

[idontfeellikeimreal]

 

[divinemistress36]

One more light-Chester Bennington

 

[shatteredcrystal]

ツユ - あの世行きのバスに乗ってさらば。
(Taking the bus to the afterlife, farewell)

 

[Yuki_03]

ツユ - あの世行きのバスに乗ってさらば。
(Taking the bus to the afterlife, farewell)

TSUYU IS SUCH A GREAT ARTISTTT!!! Im more of a Maretu fan, but i also love tsuyu

 

[shatteredcrystal]

TSUYU IS SUCH A GREAT ARTISTTT!!! Im more of a Maretu fan, but i also love tsuyu

Glad to meet somebody who also likes Tuyu's music! Definitely going to check out Maretu's music too!

 

[Helvete]

TR666 is gonna be playing when I wrap my car around a tree at 140

 

[Dmoore3232]

 

[Yuki_03]

Glad to meet somebody who also likes Tuyu's music! Definitely going to check out Maretu's music too!

Thanks! But i don't think it is much to the taste of tuyu's fans :)

 

[MarkSmith73]

something that brings you comfort or a song you'd want playing when you ctb.

mine ~

There Is a Light That Never Goes Out

 

[dajabe]

At the moment its paralized by nf. Love how deep some of his Songs are.

 

[BlockHammer]

My suicide playlist is just this song on repeat, banned from BBC at the time for being too depressing But good songs match your mood, so I guess that's why I can't get enough of it.

Man what a coincidence, this song's also my favourite. Not only it has some deep/depressing lyrics, but it also have one of the best guitar play i've ever heard

 

[melancholymallory03]

 

[Tommysway]

 

[3/4Dead]

The doors' Soft Parade. Love it sm.


Successful hills are here to stay
Everything must be this way

Gentle streets where people play
Welcome to the soft parade
All our lives we sweat and save
Building for a shallow grave

Must be something else, we say
Somehow to defend this place
Everything must be this way
Everything must be this way,

 

[Catch-22]

This version of Rhiannon

 

[MarkSmith73]

 

[razahcareca27]

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Many of my favorite songs are too positive/uplifting for CTB, at least maybe to some people. I think my all time favorite song: Lost in Thoughts All Alone from Fire Emblem Fates isn't edgy enough for suicide but it does often help calm me down which I guess was the point of the song in the story:

Spoiler: Now let's break it down cause why not?

You are the ocean's gray waves,
Destined to seek,
Life beyond the shore,
Just out of reach.
Yet the waters ever change
Flowing like time,
The path is
Yours to climb.

It says my path is my own to create the life I so crave but that fate itself conspires to make it more and more difficult. I think?

That's just the chorus. I don't feel like breaking down the whole song because obviously it was meant for Corrin, not me.

Sing with me a song,
Of silence and blood.
The rain falls
But can't wash away the mud.
Within my ancient heart dwells
Madness and Pride.
Can no one
Hear my cry?

You may have noticed this is the tidbit in my signature. That's because this verse resonates with me so so much. No amount of rain will be able to truly cleanse my muddy dirty soul. My ancient heart, ancient because I am already 30. That's like a billion years old in internet years. Madness and pride as a result of old age have also irredeemably corrupted me into no longer deserving any happiness. All I can do is figuratively scream into the ether or in many cases, a suicide forum. My cries and pleas for someone to come and save me from my loneliness have fallen and should fall on deaf ears. I don't deserve redemption. I deserve to be lost in my thoughts and to remain all alone forever and ever like the ancient silent dragon himself. At least Anankos got to smash though. Twice, even.

 

[wakingthecadaver666]

Unreal song. Can't put it into words how much this speaks to me.