thedevilwithin

thedevilwithin

anima vestra
Oct 4, 2023
162
something that brings you comfort or a song you'd want playing when you ctb.

mine ~
 
vak

vak

In recovery 🤞
Feb 13, 2024
238
My suicide playlist is just this song on repeat, banned from BBC at the time for being too depressing 🙃 But good songs match your mood, so I guess that's why I can't get enough of it.

 
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3AM

3AM

Member
Nov 10, 2023
17
I like so many nirvana's songs but lets go with this one I love this song. must listen
 
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Redleaf1992

Redleaf1992

Just leave us the f*ck alone!
Feb 3, 2024
218
Florence and the machine : blinding. Her album 'lungs' in general is amazing. Just has this magical feeling to it - particary the ones with a darker theme. From the same album 'my boy builds coffins' and 'bird song' are soo good as well.

 
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justcallmeJ

justcallmeJ

<3
Nov 9, 2023
408
I love this one so much <3

 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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My favourite piece of music is Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary. It's about wishing for death to bring peace from all the suffering existing has caused.
 
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billie

billie

sad and suicidal
Mar 31, 2024
411
Billie Eilish - listen before i go
 
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idontfeellikeimreal

idontfeellikeimreal

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Aug 21, 2023
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
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One more light-Chester Bennington
 
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shatteredcrystal

Preferably me, partially not, probably in between.
Apr 8, 2024
20
ツユ - あの世行きのバスに乗ってさらば。
(Taking the bus to the afterlife, farewell)
 
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falling_snow

falling_snow

Mage
Aug 9, 2023
516
ツユ - あの世行きのバスに乗ってさらば。
(Taking the bus to the afterlife, farewell)
TSUYU IS SUCH A GREAT ARTISTTT!!! Im more of a Maretu fan, but i also love tsuyu
 
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shatteredcrystal

Preferably me, partially not, probably in between.
Apr 8, 2024
20
TSUYU IS SUCH A GREAT ARTISTTT!!! Im more of a Maretu fan, but i also love tsuyu
Glad to meet somebody who also likes Tuyu's music! Definitely going to check out Maretu's music too!
 
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Helvete

Helvete

Member
Apr 9, 2024
82
TR666 is gonna be playing when I wrap my car around a tree at 140 💀
 
dajabe

dajabe

Member
Apr 5, 2024
25
At the moment its paralized by nf. Love how deep some of his Songs are.
 
BlockHammer

BlockHammer

Confused loser
Oct 25, 2023
244
My suicide playlist is just this song on repeat, banned from BBC at the time for being too depressing 🙃 But good songs match your mood, so I guess that's why I can't get enough of it.


Man what a coincidence, this song's also my favourite. Not only it has some deep/depressing lyrics, but it also have one of the best guitar play i've ever heard
 
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melancholymallory03

melancholymallory03

Do cats live nine lives ? Or do humans ⏰
Feb 20, 2024
360
3/4Dead

3/4Dead

Peace, Love, Empathy
Feb 27, 2024
413
The doors' Soft Parade. Love it sm.


Successful hills are here to stay
Everything must be this way

Gentle streets where people play
Welcome to the soft parade
All our lives we sweat and save
Building for a shallow grave

Must be something else, we say
Somehow to defend this place
Everything must be this way
Everything must be this way,
 
Catch-22

Catch-22

But in the end it doesn't even matter...😢
Aug 19, 2019
254
This version of Rhiannon
 
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,155
Many of my favorite songs are too positive/uplifting for CTB, at least maybe to some people. I think my all time favorite song: Lost in Thoughts All Alone from Fire Emblem Fates isn't edgy enough for suicide but it does often help calm me down which I guess was the point of the song in the story:



You are the ocean's gray waves,
Destined to seek,
Life beyond the shore,
Just out of reach.
Yet the waters ever change
Flowing like time,
The path is
Yours to climb.


It says my path is my own to create the life I so crave but that fate itself conspires to make it more and more difficult. I think?

That's just the chorus. I don't feel like breaking down the whole song because obviously it was meant for Corrin, not me.

Sing with me a song,
Of silence and blood.
The rain falls
But can't wash away the mud.
Within my ancient heart dwells
Madness and Pride.
Can no one
Hear my cry?


You may have noticed this is the tidbit in my signature. That's because this verse resonates with me so so much. No amount of rain will be able to truly cleanse my muddy dirty soul. My ancient heart, ancient because I am already 30. That's like a billion years old in internet years. Madness and pride as a result of old age have also irredeemably corrupted me into no longer deserving any happiness. All I can do is figuratively scream into the ether or in many cases, a suicide forum. My cries and pleas for someone to come and save me from my loneliness have fallen and should fall on deaf ears. I don't deserve redemption. I deserve to be lost in my thoughts and to remain all alone forever and ever like the ancient silent dragon himself. At least Anankos got to smash though. Twice, even.
 
wakingthecadaver666

wakingthecadaver666

Sentimental Obsessor
Mar 18, 2024
1


Unreal song. Can't put it into words how much this speaks to me.
 

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