Discussion What's your ctb method?

[TooManyChances]

What's your ctb method or your plan (only if you are ok with sharing).

Mine is vse, which I have to postpone for now because I'll be on a trip in a few weeks and there will be lots of food and movement.

What do you have in mind?

 

[darksouls]

firearms

 

[Mr. Snrub]

I was considering inert gas asphyxiation before I started reading information on here just the other day. Now I'm thinking SN. It sounds easier and safer.

VSE sounds too difficult and drawn out.

 

[Freedomm]

Sodium nitrite, SN, my friend and savior.

 

[RoseGirl]

hanging like a good girl

 

[gottacheckout]

My list as of now is set at 5 choices. All are ready to go however I really should replace my inert gas hood since it's a couple years old now.

Inert gas,argon.
Shotgun
Double handgun, Intraorally and behind the ear
CO
Hanging, drop or full suspension

Almost ready is SN. Going to dr next month to try and get benzos.
I'm not sure where this one will fit in and if I end up eliminating one of the current choices.

I have other viable options that were bumped from the list but I still have them hanging around. This is one of my "issues", I have to have them. If one becomes unusable I will have to replace or fix it as soon as possible.

 

[Leonszabs]

I have always been on the fence about ending my life, but if I do, it will be via overdose.

 

[QuincyME]

Firearm. I have one ready to go, but pulling the trigger has eluded me.

 

[Anura]

I'm hoping to do either co or sn, the only thing in worried about it getting the setup right

 

[ultradespair]

Jumping from a radio tower is the plan for now at least but worried about SI.

 

[gottacheckout]

I couldn't jump from a high place. Actually I probably could jump but I really don't like heights so I doubt I could get myself up there in the first place

 

[Unicron]

I've ordered some SN from the Chinese source but I'm still waiting for it to be shipped, hopefully that happens soon as I'm getting desperate. I can't go on for much longer.

 

[Alexandra_]

Firearm. I have one ready to go, but pulling the trigger has eluded me.

I have the same problem

So my way is SN

 

[PI3.14]

Hanging, whether partial or full suspension.

 

[unluckysadness]

SN

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish I had the option to peacefully cease existing that is guaranteed, I always suffer so much from how that is so cruelly denied for me with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just hope and wish for peace from this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

[kagebunshin]

Originally SN but the closer I get, less "right" it feels. Like a compulsion, I feel like I have to try stabbing my carotid artery, even though the risk of survival is high. I may try on Sunday. Otherwise, SN is plan B.

 

[hmnow]

Full suspension hanging

I've watched enough videos now to know it can quickly go unconscious in seconds

There is also some beauty in seeing someone has been successful

 

[diopdawe]

SN

 

[bloominghopelessne]

Earlier, I considered these methods from best to worst:

Jumping from a height
Lying on the rails with my throat
Hanging

After the failed attempt to jump, I still think about heights and about how to convince myself to jump and go to the place that could be the site of my death, which makes me extremely nervous. Now I'm thinking about these methods:

Jumping from a height
SN
Hanging

Jumping from a height and sodium nitrite are on the same level, and maybe sodium nitrite even seems like the best option. But the problem is that I can't turn to any doctor, and I would have to get it and figure it out on my own. Plus, I'm not independent or strong enough right now to get myself to a tall building. I will be studying medications for SN, but the other two options remain, and in the end, if nothing works out, I'll hang myself. Wish me strength.

 

[iwashere]

definitely a firearm i just don't have the money to purchase one. i'd also consider hanging i just can't find my carotid no matter how hard i try, even though i can find the pulse. ive practiced and practiced but it never works. i'd also throw myself in front of train but that prob hurts, i just like the idea of someone saying "omg iwashere jumped in front of a fucking train…!". that's another reason why firearms is my top choice— imagine the shock when someone hears i shot myself in the head.

 

[33K1LLM3]

CO, just passing out with ambient music in my ears, feeling as peaceful as ever…

 

[Faulty Pawn]

SN, already got metoclopramide, just need some benzos and my kit will be ready.

 

[Djkicker]

I'm almost ready to CTB and planning for an overdose. Can't bring myself to hang myself, far too much of a chicken for that, and don't want it to be too traumatic for the person that finds me.
I've read a lot about people suggesting SN but I don't know how to use it any effect. Any advice???
I'm in the UK so cannot get firearms, so I plan to use Oramorph (liquid morphine), upto 300ml, mixed with 100x tramadol (50mg), and 60x codeine (30mg). I also take a regular betablocker and will have approx 40 of these to add. I have read that overdose is most effective when mixing the drugs, and the effect of these particular ones should result in the lungs and heart stopping. I have an anti-sickness med that I will take in advance of my CTB mixture, settle in my car and hopefully drop off for the long sleep.
Not that I am telling anyone what to do, simply sharing what I plan to do and responding to the post. I can't afford for it not to work so going heavy on the mixture. Four weeks and counting. Best wishes to all.

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

Nitrogen Exit Bag

 

[Djkicker]

I've read loads about SN in here and seems I can buy SN salt/powder. Do you just mix it with water and drink it?

 

[frayed]

I've read loads about SN in here and seems I can buy SN salt/powder. Do you just mix it with water and drink it?

Yes, it's as simple as that, as long as you don't heave your guts out or panic and call your 911 equivalent

 

[lament.]

Atp most feasible one is partial hanging but I'd rather take SN.

 

[IDCAAEBM]

Night-night method using a couple small bean bags and the tourniquet the military issued me.

 

[Vorty30]

Hanging because finding SN might as well be finding the holy grail at this point.