Honestly, theres a lot that was said to me regarding my SI and suicide attempts, but the worst of all had to be when people closest to me reacted to my suicide attempts with anger and rage.
After my first suicide attempt my abuse got even worse for several years. I was and still am convinced i was basically punished for my attempts to escape pain and emotional agony. To this day my family reacts with shock and suprise when i mention i still have suicidal thoughts. Sometimes they react with anger sometimes with complete silence with not knowing what to say and i cant tell which hurts the most tbh.