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DontTouchMeImFamous

DontTouchMeImFamous

Don't Wanna Win
Jul 18, 2024
246
So mine's from a random episode of Drake & Josh which I was a huge fan of as a teen. This famous girl passes out and falls into a trash bin, and when Drake tries to pull her out, she goes, "Don't touch me, I'm famous." For some odd reason, I've never been able to forget it. lol

I didn't even know it was a meme when I picked it. lol

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Whereas my profile pic is over 10 years old. I found it on Tumblr after searching "thigh gap" (it was a trend back then), and it immediately caught my attention. I wasn't suicidal back then, but for some strange reason, I sympathized with it so much. I downloaded it, and years later, I found myself relating to it deeply. It's the first thing that comes to mind when I think about suicide. I don't want to win even though I might, if I decided to fight my depression but I can't find a good reason to do it. For me winning feels pointless and wasted effort with no purpose.
 
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Lost in a Nightmare

Lost in a Nightmare

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
2,455
I recently changed my name and profile pic so I can tell you why. Originally the name I used was Lost in a Dream, but I changed it to Lost in a Nightmare after being here for many years because honestly that is what my life is and has been for a very long time. Our entire world and universe is like something out of a nightmare too, and I am trapped in it wishing I could destroy it from within.

I made my profile pic to go along with the name using Paint.net. My profile pic was originally album art for Epica, and while I still love Epica, this new one is much more fitting.
 
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LastNite

LastNite

I don't know
Mar 31, 2025
1,019
I was listening to a song by The Strokes called "Last Nite," hence my username. It's not a favorite of mine. I chose it because I didnt know what else to choose as a username. As for my profile, it's from a movie called "The Man from Earth" (2007), it's among my favorites.
 
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current93

current93

Member
Jun 4, 2026
43
user is my fav band pfp is just a picture i like that i found online somewhere
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

⇡My dog⇡intercepts my SN package so I'm still here
Nov 26, 2025
1,299
Sasuke is an anime character that I used to watch when I was young from Naruto. So I combined it with this site's name to come up with a handle.

PFP is my dog attacking the SN delivery guy. It happens every time. I'm not able to get my hands on my package. He can sniff it out.
 
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LastNite

LastNite

I don't know
Mar 31, 2025
1,019
Its mahiro from onimai cuz its my favorite anime and i aspire to be like mahiro a shut in khhv unfortunately i have to go to school which is miserable for me and gaylarpmaster well i just came up with it cuz i larped being gay
You do realize you can't be on this forum. It is strictly 18+ for obvious reasons. I hope you seek help for whatever reasons that you're on here for. You're 15. Life hasn't ended for you, ask for help before it's too late, and stop going on forums such as this one. I already reported you, no offense. Take care.
Sasuke is an anime character that I used to watch when I was young from Naruto. So I combined it with this site's name to come up with a handle.

PFP is my dog attacking the SN delivery guy. It happens every time. I'm not able to get my hands on my package. He can sniff it out.
Ive always wondered why you chose that as your pfp lol. It makes so much sense now.
 
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Meru

Meru

Member
Mar 19, 2023
21
So mine's from a random episode of Drake & Josh which I was a huge fan of as a teen. This famous girl passes out and falls into a trash bin, and when Drake tries to pull her out, she goes, "Don't touch me, I'm famous." For some odd reason, I've never been able to forget it. lol

I didn't even know it was a meme when I picked it. lol

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Whereas my profile pic is over 10 years old. I found it on Tumblr after searching "thigh gap" (it was a trend back then), and it immediately caught my attention. I wasn't suicidal back then, but for some strange reason, I sympathized with it so much. I downloaded it, and years later, I found myself relating to it deeply. It's the first thing that comes to mind when I think about suicide. I don't want to win even though I might, if I decided to fight my depression but I can't find a good reason to do it. For me winning feels pointless and wasted effort with no purpose.

My name was just something I found off of roblox when I was in high school so I just ran with it as an online name. However my profile picture is of Sayori from Doki Doki Literature Club! A horror based "dating simulator" she was one of the best depictions of suicide and depression in any video game ive ever played. She discusses how she couldn't find a reason to get out of bed, she cuts her hair short because she doesnt have the motivation to keep up with it, and she's described as a "messy character" only because she doesn't enjoy getting herself ready. In the game, she confesses to the player and you have the option to friendzone her or to accept her confession. Either way, she kills herself. I adore her character as she is an adorable goofy girl, but with horrible deep depression.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Angelic
May 10, 2025
4,333
I feel as though I were buried in a grave long ago,
trapped in eternal cold and darkness,
beneath the cemetery
 
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fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
1,008
I was like "how can i be edgy and cringe at the same time?" and then i had ai do the artwork. in many ways, i feel like i barely exist, like i'm one foot toward death and one foot sort of living. i feel like my last attempt should have killed me.
 
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lastspaghetti

lastspaghetti

Member
Jul 31, 2026
8
I have moms spaghetti spilling from my pockets most of the time and being suicidal any of them might be the last spaghetti, the spaghetti that broke the camels back. The picture I just like, the plastic sheen on the spaghetti is mesmerizing. Definitely one of my best works as a whole this profile
 
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nightmare-receiver

nightmare-receiver

in the trenches
Jun 7, 2026
35
Username is because I'm always having ptsd related nightmares, but the profile pic is from an art trend on Chinese social media. It was tagged for profile icons, so I think I was allowed to snatch it for mine. I'm American, but I absolutely love rednote lol, can't recommend it enough. It feels like a much more positive space than American social media apps, lots of art and cooking and cultural stuff. I love learning, so it always has something fun to learn about. It helps me get my mind off all the horrors. Be warned if you download it though, terms of service are taken seriously and American accounts are watched closely for the smallest infractions, usually best to lurk.
 
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naturalbornkitten

naturalbornkitten

Member
Nov 24, 2023
19
My pfp is a still from Mr. Vengeance, from Park Chan-wook's Vengeance Trilogy. I find it so preatty and I love this movies. My username... well... it's just a funny play on the Natural Born Killers movie name lmao
 
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Hibiki

Hibiki

lay dagger dead inside a lonely bed
Oct 13, 2025
43
i'm hibiki nekozuka from blue archive. i'm her and she's me. woof. ૮₍ • ᴥ • ₎ა
 
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_Gollum_

_Gollum_

I wish the ring had never come to me
Mar 9, 2024
1,830
My username is the character Gollum from The Lord of the Rings. I made it my username because I, like Gollum, am a decrepit, shrunken, dark thing. He is the character I relate to most in LOTR.

My profile pic is the artwork from my favourite piece of ambient music, called I must rest here a moment, which is how I feel about suicide. I'm old and tired and just need to rest here a moment...

 
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supersupercomplex

supersupercomplex

Member
Aug 27, 2026
5
it's adachi rei from the song super complex by shimon, and my username... is from the song super complex. i like adachi rei a lot, and the song means a lot to me.
 
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3rdworldsadness

3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
395
Sasuke is an anime character that I used to watch when I was young from Naruto. So I combined it with this site's name to come up with a handle.

PFP is my dog attacking the SN delivery guy. It happens every time. I'm not able to get my hands on my package. He can sniff it out.
Your pfp makes me chuckle everytime I see! It's kinda funny;))

My username is just what I am, I'm from 3rd world and have sadness. Pfp I took from a fake album cover it was posted on Reddit a while back. I really liked it as the moon is too far away and it's all kinda cozy. It's just I liked it.
 
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