Whats the most painful way to ctb?

[yoomi]

I've been trying to ctb for some time now, but nothing has benn working.

I've tried overdosing multiple times but i'd always end up at the hospital or
just somehow nothing would happen.

I tried cutting myself to the bone but my parent would always catch me
on time.

Words cannot express how much I hate myself and the world around.

Please, if you know a really painful way to ctb I would gladly appreciate your help.

 

[アホペンギン]

In my opinion, setting oneself on fire is always a very painful way to ctb. And like you said, cutting is also very painful too. Unfortunately, all of the painful methods will most likely result in you getting caught before anything happens. Especially with fire, it would be bad because after getting caugh early enough, you'd be left with burns all over your body.

 

[Minsu]

Setting yourself on fire or getting cancer

 

[yoomi]

In my opinion, setting oneself on fire is always a very painful way to ctb. And like you said, cutting is also very painful too. Unfortunately, all of the painful methods will most likely result in you getting caught before anything happens. Especially with fire, it would be bad because after getting caugh early enough, you'd be left with burns all over your body.

I was thinking about setting myself on fire but unfortunately I don't think there's any appropriate areas here to do so :/

 

[アホペンギン]

I was thinking about setting myself on fire but unfortunately I don't think there's any appropriate areas here to do so :/

Yeah then jumping would be good, you'd suffer emotional pain because of fear

 

[yoomi]

Yeah then jumping would be good, you'd suffer emotional pain because of fear

What are your plans for ctb?

 

[AllFoxedOut]

how come you are looking for the most painful way to CTB? no judgement. just curious.

 

[TheUncommon]

Probably drowning

 

[yoomi]

how come you are looking for the most painful way to CTB? no judgement. just curious.

For the most of my life I've hate almost everything about myself. I've been bullied, my dad had blamed me for his divorce and traumatized me for 13 years of my life. I don't deserve nothing more than the most painful death and hopefully traumatizing my dad back for all the shit he had done to me.

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

Setting yourself on fire or getting cancer

Is cancer that painful?

 

[AllFoxedOut]

For the most of my life I've hate almost everything about myself. I've been bullied, my dad had blamed me for his divorce and traumatized me for 13 years of my life. I don't deserve nothing more than the most painful death and hopefully traumatizing my dad back for all the shit he had done to me.

I'm sorry. it's awful you feel that way. I hope you find peace.

Is cancer that painful?

it can be, absolutely. especially depending on the type.

 

[アホペンギン]

What are your plans for ctb?

I'm planning to use SN.

 

[yoomi]

I'm planning to use SN.

Is it expensive to get?

 

[アホペンギン]

Is it expensive to get?

If you're buying it in bulk then it is expensive and unfortunately most sources only sell it in bulk but sources that sell to individuals and in low quantities exist and there are quite cheap.

 

[SVEN]

Drinking bleach or setting yourself on fire. Under no circumstances would I suggest anyone choosing to subject themselves to either of these agonies.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't really think that overdosing on easily accessible pills and cutting are reliable methods anyway so I'm not surprised that they failed, suicide just isn't straightforward in this world, people cannot just overdose on easily accessible pills as this society is so incredibly anti-suicide.

But to me trying to find the most deliberately painful method just sounds like it would lead to horrific damage as the fact is that as humans we are all programmed to survive making it difficult to go through with suicide and the more painful the method the more likely the survival instinct will kick in, I imagine trying to attempt something as horrifying as self immolation just leads to agonising damage, there is a reason as to why people look for more peaceful and reliable methods. But if you are looking to read about actual methods then there's the suicide resource compilation on here.

 

[busybee]

Becoming a nuclear tourist and deliberately getting radiation poisoning would be a bad way to go.
Or setting yourself on fire.
Train gone wrong in my opinion too. Some people get cut in half and didn't pass out and are helpless withing a crowd of people watching them.

 

[venin]

Becoming a nuclear tourist and deliberately getting radiation poisoning would be a bad way to go.
Or setting yourself on fire.
Train gone wrong in my opinion too. Some people get cut in half and didn't pass out and are helpless withing a crowd of people watching them.

Especially if you're in India. Prepare yourself for some

I've been trying to ctb for some time now, but nothing has benn working.

I've tried overdosing multiple times but i'd always end up at the hospital or
just somehow nothing would happen.

I tried cutting myself to the bone but my parent would always catch me
on time.

Words cannot express how much I hate myself and the world around.

Please, if you know a really painful way to ctb I would gladly appreciate your help.

How was it, waking up at the hospital, seing you didn't ok? If you don't mind me asking

 

[SenseOfLoss]

Is cancer that painful?

I have lost loved ones to cancer, it is a cruel disease

 

[CW36]

Immolation is hard to beat and hard to turn back on.

 

[front of me]

Drinking bleach is an endless pain

 

[Werewolf.]

I was thinking about setting myself on fire but unfortunately I don't think there's any appropriate areas here to do so :/

I want to tell you to take this idea out of self-immolation out of your head. If you were to do in the woods, it will damage the nature, the ecological system, it will destroy the houses of those animals living there. I understand if you want to CTB, but please don't take any animals with you. There are other methods out there, with less collateral damage. But I also think going with a painful way would backfire a lot more in terms of survival instinct (SI) when you actually do it. I have heard stories of people jumping in front of trains and then positioning their body in a way as if they were trying to get out of there, when SI kicked in. Your best bet would be to try something less extreme.

 

[yoomi]

I want to tell you to take this idea out of self-immolation out of your head. If you were to do in the woods, it will damage the nature, the ecological system, it will destroy the houses of those animals living there. I understand if you want to CTB, but please don't take any animals with you. There are other methods out there, with less collateral damage. But I also think going with a painful way would backfire a lot more in terms of survival instinct (SI) when you actually do it. I have heard stories of people jumping in front of trains and then positioning their body in a way as if they were trying to get out of there, when SI kicked in. Your best bet would be to try something less extreme.

Yes yes, thats what I meant by "appropriate area" Thank you for the tips

 

[Werewolf.]

Yes yes, thats what I meant by "appropriate area" Thank you for the tips

This put a smile to my face. Thank you!!

Unfortunately, many people don't care about animals getting hurt and that is what upsets me a lot.

You are a good person.

 

[Cardboard]

Setting oneself to fire is the most painful CTB method out there, as far as I remember.

 

[ANONYMOUSM]

Drinking bleach is an endless pain

i thought bleach doesnt work
fire, drowning, poison

 

[CW36]

Eaten alive by rats. That was actually a form of capital punishment.