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TheHallowAutist
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- Jul 21, 2023
- 5
Im done with life and just want to clock out, the method i came to is suicide by gunshot to the brainstem due to its effectiveness. I know your able to buy a shotgun in california at 18 so ive been looking at saving up for that on my 19th birthday to buy it. I was also thinking a slug or buckshot for ammo to do the most damage. i want my suicide to be quick and fool-proof. Id also like to hear tips on how to avoid redflag laws on the west coast.ive been in therapy for a decade (age 8-18) BUT have never been voluntarily or involuntarily commited to a mental hospital. ive only ever done an ER visit a few years ago but was dismissed as a "non threat". what topics should i avoid speaking to my therapist about to avoid any complications with my plan. I just need an escape, level 2 autism is hell and everything that brings with it has made my life unbearable. i just want it over and done.