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HNR_

HNR_

Close to a new start...or meet my end
May 21, 2026
205
ah no not posting that stuff lol, just a couple of cryptic videos I guess? and the Gmail probably scheduled. wipe some of my digital traces.
Oh, right, makes sense haha
 
HFK40000

HFK40000

Not Living Just Killing Time
Apr 14, 2026
119
I plan on listening to my favorite album (The Wall by Pink Floyd) then I plan on calling my ex.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,656
It's hard to say, because I don't have an exact date, time, or location for my CTB, and it all depends on the time and circumstance. Ideally, I would have done what I planned to do, tied loose ends, or whatever I must do, and solely just focus on CTB'ing. If or when that time comes, of course, I'd would likely have a goodbye thread (hasn't happened yet) on SaSu, then I would CTB sometime afterwards.
 
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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
505
During my long drive to my ctb location I will prob make some stops. Not particularly sure where.

During my attempt if anyone tries to save me I'll give them the finger.

So one of these things would be the last thing I do (besides posting in a goodbye thread)
 
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xXiloveyouXx

xXiloveyouXx

Nothing at all
Jul 27, 2024
222
1. Finalize my notes, leave anything personally meaningful out on the desk next to where I'll be dying, make it pretty and representative of me.

2. Listen to my favorite song.

3. Go outside for one last smoke.

4. Send out the messages I'll have queued up saying goodbye to anyone I care about or confessing things I couldn't say in life.

5. Call my ex.

6. Finally have the good sense to die already.
During my long drive to my ctb location I will prob make some stops. Not particularly sure where.

During my attempt if anyone tries to save me I'll give them the finger.

So one of these things would be the last thing I do (besides posting in a goodbye thread)
One last road trip sounds nice, I can tell you from experience of my failed attempt. Hope u see some pretty stuff and eat some nice snacks and listen to good music.
 
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HNR_

HNR_

Close to a new start...or meet my end
May 21, 2026
205
1. Finalize my notes, leave anything personally meaningful out on the desk next to where I'll be dying, make it pretty and representative of me.

2. Listen to my favorite song.

3. Go outside for one last smoke.

4. Send out the messages I'll have queued up saying goodbye to anyone I care about or confessing things I couldn't say in life.

5. Call my ex.

6. Finally have the good sense to die already.

One last road trip sounds nice, I can tell you from experience of my failed attempt. Hope u see some pretty stuff and eat some nice snacks and listen to good music.
Really nice

Feels like we'll all listen to some music right before CTB, I should think about what I'll listen to
 
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