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Krash1990

Krash1990

Student
May 31, 2020
110
If you were guaranteed a peaceful death with no interruptions or issues, what setting would you like to be in?

Ie what location would you like to be in and what would you like to be doing?
 
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willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
3,205
honestly i would like to die laying in bed, nice and warm under blankets, watching a video or show until i slowly drift off to sleep and never wake up
 
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SpottedPanda

SpottedPanda

I'm all about coffee and cigarettes
Jul 24, 2019
612
I'd like to have a McDonald's, whilst watching Parks And Recreation, drink my McDonald's coffee, then have a cigarette before laying down in complete silence, on my bed, before passing away
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
Keith Richards
 
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Krash1990

Krash1990

Student
May 31, 2020
110
I'd like to be in a nice hammock watching the sunset on a breezy cool spring day.
 
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WarRunner

WarRunner

Member
Jun 3, 2020
29
I'd like to see a photo of my crush
 
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Deleted member 10475

Deleted member 10475

Tired.
Sep 11, 2019
87
I want to die by the water, watching the sunrise and just hear the waves crashing.
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
1,083
I don't care
 
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GoBack

GoBack

Paragon
Apr 25, 2020
997
I'd like to be outside, somewhere remote. Just out in cold air, I like the cold.
 
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Cosmiq

Cosmiq

Student
May 7, 2020
197
Puppies like 10 or more. I'd want to be in a field with puppies of various breeds on a warm and partly cloudy day. I want to smell puppy breath and hear their little barks and playful growls, see them clumsily tripping over their own paws and other puppies, and pet all the fluffiness of their fur. Then I'd lay back and drift off as they all curled up to me still hearing their little barks and growls in their sleep and feeling their little paws twitch beside me while some simply rest their little heads on me. lol
 
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itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
I'd like to be in the mountains. Death by SN. Hopefully I will die fast enough and I will be remote enough ....I would have a fire going, so when the fire dies, the animals can eat my remains........... I would like to donate my organs to wildlife. I will be a little salty from the SN. Instead of beef-jerky, might taste like human-jerky!
 
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luneetétoiles

Member
Jun 2, 2020
12
I'd love to be in bed cuddled up with someone who loved and cared about me, that feeling of being safe, then just drift off to sleep.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
See: pictures of my dead dog, looking at the sky and trees.

Hear: I just want peace and quiet, but knowing my chosen location at a park I'd hear annoying kids yelling and dogs barking in the background.

Feel: well as much as I wish I could be jubilant about finally getting it over with already and since I can't control my emotions, I'd probably feel very conflicted and guilt over hurting my family with a mixture of other uncontrollable emotions.

Smell: nothing special that I can think of besides the weed I'd be smoking.
 
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Isittimetogonola

Isittimetogonola

Kindness is a weakness to be taken advantage by al
Oct 22, 2019
198
I want to hear absolutely nothing, feel peace as I take my last breath from this cruel world. All I want to smell is that last line of coke that I will do before that beautiful second
 
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Sslsh

Sslsh

Experienced
Jan 29, 2020
293
i want to drown in regret and despair, hating myself and my life choices.
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
Well, probably the last things which I would see would be a complete darkness, perhaps billions of stars if the weather is nice.

I'd love to hear some night sounds and then listen to some songs, one of them will be my last (yes, I have chosen the last one)

I'd like to smell a fresh air, maybe the smell of pine trees, something from nature deeply forgotten.

It would be great to feel that now everything will be over, I don't want to feel any regrets, maybe it will be a sad moment because of the sad music. I'd like to feel that I am finally on my way to find my peace, I'd like to feel that I am doing the right thing, that this world was definitely not for me, that everything I do now is just leaving, that I lived in the wrong time, the wrong place and under wrong circumstances. There was never a place which I could call home, maybe it would be nice to feel that my home is waiting for me.
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
Sky burial in the mountains of Tirol. Death by SN lying there and waiting for the bus journey.
 
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TheRaul95

TheRaul95

Student
Apr 25, 2020
132
Being on the beach, sunshine, blue water, palm trees. Laying down on deck chair, drifting into abyss...
 
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Lethe

Lethe

Fey
Sep 19, 2019
670
Laying in bed listening to the playlist I've prepared.
 
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sadghost

sadghost

S
May 17, 2020
232
I'd love to be in a luxury hotel bedroom on a super soft bed and have my one last meal. Then when I'm ready to go, have a playlist of my favourite songs playing as I slowly lose consciousness.
 
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Simba

Simba

Missunderstood Potato
Dec 9, 2018
757
If you were guaranteed a peaceful death with no interruptions or issues, what setting would you like to be in?

Ie what location would you like to be in and what would you like to be doing?
in bed and my friend and family beside me and my dog Simba wishing me a good night sleep and my friend giving me a hug oh and my nanny will be there too and uncles and cousins aunts an stuff.. but mainly from my mammys side
 
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Deleted member 17331

Deleted member 17331

The swan sang with a broken neck
Apr 21, 2020
376
I would like to drink some hot milk with nesquik... And sniff coke, sorry.
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
Listening to a couple song's that I love, sat by the ocean, smelling the sea air, listening to the sounds of the waves, listening to nature, watching the sun set one last time, bottle of rum in hand, before slipping into eternal peace
 
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meles_inoris

Student
Mar 18, 2020
139
I would love to be cuddling naked with my best friend, with a belly full of popeyes, blitzed off my ass on fentanyl. Cause of death - fentanyl overdose
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
1,092
I wish i could die in arms of my husband, to hear and see him, to smell him and feel his hugs, but unfortunately for me it was the other way around. Im glad for him tho, i wouldnt want him to be in my spot now
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
I'd like a King Sized Bed, Scarlet Johansson and 2 little blue pills! 🐺👍
 
CatTheBus5689

CatTheBus5689

Member
Jun 22, 2021
76
I'd want to be in my soft bed under the weight of my blankets drifting in and out of sleep.
 
imcurious

imcurious

Member
May 6, 2022
97
I imagined it would be in a field of lavender flowers. The horizon and sunset is in the near distance. I would lay a soft blanket on the ground and cuddle up to the sweet aroma of lavender, with a blanket wrapped around me too. Slightly cooler air, in the evening. I've never had a cat before but I imagine a sweet kitten being by my side too, taking a nap beside me.
 
leftdreaming

leftdreaming

I should’ve been a house cat
Apr 28, 2023
170
Doesn't matter, I won't get the chance. The last thing I will feel is emptiness, since it's the only way I can suppress SI.
 

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