What’s one thing that would drastically improve your situation but is unattainable at least for many years?

[Kramer]

Living alone in my own house or an apartment with thick walls would help a lot. I never get a break from my anxiety. I rent a room. These people are strangers and always look at me with suspicion because of my hyper vigilance. I can’t stand it. I can accept being anxious in public to some degree but not at the place I call home too.

 

[Spitfire]

Living alone in my own house or an apartment with thick walls would help a lot. I never get a break from my anxiety. I rent a room. These people are strangers and always look at me with suspicion because of my hyper vigilance. I can’t stand it. I can accept being anxious in public to some degree but not at the place I call home too.

It is all relative in my mind. I will be glad when it is over though.

 

[_Kaira_]

Probably the same thing. I just don't want people to harass me on my issues anymore and expect me to find a miracle cure. It'll never happen.

 

[WornOutLife]

Time travel in order to fix my past.

 

[Teal_Blue_Dreams]

hope

 

[Saddaisy]

Mine are never obtainable..

1. Not have a chronic illness
2. My partner to still love me (he stopped because of number one... almost 20 years and I’m nothing but trash because I got sick

 

[WaitingForTheBusInTh]

A stable and decent paying job where I'm not overworked or terrified of my boss.
I work 45 hours 6 days a week in customer service. I absolutely hate it but I cant seem to get a job anywhere else. Got a buisness degree but surprise! It's useless!

 

[Nymph]

A loooot of money

 

[Lotus]

Getting free from chronic migraines and anxiety, and have someone in my life that loves me and doesn't abandon me. I'm afraid it will never happen...

 

[Phuckwad27]

My ex....
And a better body.x

 

[MindFog]

Better genetics probably. Atleast something that'll guarantee my family and I aren't prone to be depressed or have any mental disorder. That's one of the reasons why Idont want to have one of my own. I'm afraid of passing it on the poor child.

 

[DeathNoot]

Enough money to get a house and to pay bills for the rest of my life so I can completely retreat from society

 

[muffin222]

A normal brain

 

[AintNoWayOut]

my physical pain but i dont see that ever going away, so i'll just say something else

having a group of understanding family/friends, along with a girlfriend. it'd definitely make it way easier to cope with my situation if i had somewhat of a social and romantic life along with support irl. it'd help to catch up on the years i missed which were spent isolated.

 

[plough22]

It’ll never be fixed but seeing that one person that I love and miss very much. Hoping that lies/untruths and twisting and turning of words be found out. I’d love to be me in a few years, I miss the old me

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Honestly, I'd feel a lot less drained and that I'd have a lot more freedom if I didn't have my autistic sister to take care of. My mom and other sister help a bit but my autistic sister only really responds to me and my mom's friend. Maybe if I didn't have to spend all my time and energy dealing with her I'd actually have more for other things. At the very least I'd have less of an excuse to sit around doing nothing all day since right now she has to be constantly watched.

 

[UiopQwerty]

Living alone in my own house or an apartment with thick walls would help a lot. I never get a break from my anxiety. I rent a room. These people are strangers and always look at me with suspicion because of my hyper vigilance. I can’t stand it. I can accept being anxious in public to some degree but not at the place I call home too.

Well.

Im kind of living alone since my divorce. Today I have been without work since december 2019. I have two people living with me
renting two rooms. One of them hasnt paid the rent for two months... So yes, problems seem to be attracted to me.
I am also looking for welfare, economic support here where I live. Its a tedious process and now during Christmas more difficult.
Hmm. What else? I was drinking quite often before. Like 6-8 strong beer and about 5-6 shots with whiskey everyday.
I havent been drinking for two weeks now. No other drugs though! Be praised!

These things gives me insomia, anxiety, deathwish, erratic behaviour... (No. I dont have a diagnose.)
For me I think it is much stress over a long time. Separation from a person who I really loved. Seeing the problems that have
arisen because of failure in my relation. Etc etc. (I'll write a book here soon!)

So. A job. Some money. Seeing that my ex finds her way. That would solve much for me,

Defeated!

 

[Bigpink]

A not necessarily huge lottery win. Enough to move away from the house I grew up in and into a place to call my own.

 

[Sensei]

Isolation and/or love.

 

[Deleted member 19276]

Anxiety. Being alone like you said it...
Unable to finish a higher education after high school, since my tolerance to people that are batshit stupid and ignorant here where I live, won't learn how to show a tiny respect towards others.
But most importantly - The alone thing. No friends IRL. Just a mom and dad. Grandpa I barely see, too.
It's either I try to pick up the pieces, go down fighting with a slight chance I get out with being successful at it in the end. Or... Well...

 

[Skathon]

A custom mechanical vessel (body).