what's on your thoughts most often?

[mimiopo22]

the title says it all

 

[yive]

ctb

 

[KleinerWolf]

1. Immigration
2. Job prospects relating to immigration
3 ?
4. Suicide

 

[mimiopo22]

ctb

and what pushes you not to do it since you have things ready?

 

[KleinerWolf]

and what pushes you not to do it since you have things ready?

A way too straightforward question..
Could have asked politely...

 

[StringPuppet]

I'm always wondering why our existence has to be full of suffering

 

[Sherri]

Trying to make it through another day.

 

[yive]

and what pushes you not to do it since you have things ready?

i'm preparing

 

[mimiopo22]

Una domanda troppo semplice ..
Avrei potuto chiedere educatamente ..

he and I talk regularly in private chat. I know what I'm saying and he understands me

 

[justanotherstar]

Ctb planning

 

[dontlookatme]

My almost-three-year-old. I don't want to fail him, but I don't have what I need to take care of him or me, and I have no way to work towards anything or make any progress.
How trapped I am.

 

[virginiawoolf86]

I know they're numbered, but they're in no specific order. I actually think about 5 most. 1 would be second.

1. CTB
2. How and why did this happen to my brain?
3. Can I go now?
4. I don't want to die, but I can't live like this anymore.
5. Please someone fix my brain.

 

[mimiopo22]

I know they're numbered, but they're in no specific order. I actually think about 5 most. 1 would be second.

1. CTB
2. How and why did this happen to my brain?
3. Can I go now?
4. I don't want to die, but I can't live like this anymore.
5. Please someone fix my brain.

I understand you, I think the same things.

 

[kohaku]

In no particular order:
1. "Maybe I should go to the psych ward...."
2. "I miss my friends."
3. "Kill me kill me kill me I want to die so bad holy fuck."
4. "I feel so empty."

 

[Nymph]

Death, global problems, my bunny, sweets

 

[Symbiote]

Relocation, to divorce or not to divorce, just want to run away from everything, CTB

 

[KleinerWolf]

he and I talk regularly in private chat. I know what I'm saying and he understands me

Okay fair enough.

 

[Superdeterminist]

• Why does life feel like so much work?
• Who or what is responsible for all this?
• Why did we have to be made to struggle like this? There's no higher purpose that could possibly justify it, ever.

 

[I screwed up]

How to get access to the resources I need to ctb

 

[Deleted member 20852]

Suicide - first thing in the morning, all day and last thing at night. I just want to die.

 

[demuic]

Human beings being stupid and cruel.

 

[MrBlue]

In no order: Whatever I'm daydreaming, geeky shit, my pets, job prospects, suicide

 

[BitterlyAlive_]

How awful it is to simply exist. Various worries. There's more but...meh. no reason to go into it.

 

[Meditation guide]

Lately wondering why I get targeted on this forum by the same 3 people to be bullied, tbh.

I want to ctb soon and can't leave a goodbye thread because I don't want to be bullied as I'm dying, for my last earthly experience.

 

[self.destractive]

1. why do i feel this way
2. is anything even real
3. am i real?
4. how much i love my family
5. how i know i need to catch the bus, and how i can soften the blow for my loved ones

 

[mimiopo22]

1. perché mi sento in questo modo
2. è qualcosa anche reale
3. sono reale?
4. quanto amo la mia famiglia
5. come so che devo prendere l'autobus e come posso ammorbidire il colpo per i miei cari

up

 

[self.destractive]

Lately wondering why I get targeted on this forum by the same 3 people to be bullied, tbh.

I want to ctb soon and can't leave a goodbye thread because I don't want to be bullied as my last earthly experience.

im so so sorry theyre treating you like this- i dont know how anyone could think its okay to kick you while youre down, especially on a forum of this nature.

lot of virtual hugs to you

 

[mimiopo22]

Ultimamente mi chiedo perché vengo preso di mira su questo forum dalle stesse 3 persone per essere vittima di bullismo, tbh.

Voglio ctb presto e non posso lasciare un thread di addio perché non voglio essere vittima di bullismo come mia ultima esperienza terrena.

this is you with me

 

[JustLosingMyself]

Someone I lost by mistake. I miss her

 

[Meditation guide]

this is you with me

I apologize, I thought you were a troll. Sorry I was not nice to you. I really thought you were just here playing games.