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DeathIsTheWayOut99

DeathIsTheWayOut99

Warlock
Jun 6, 2020
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my brother, and the hope for a better future
 
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CavalierClay

Member
Jun 11, 2020
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Currently Quarantined with parents. When I'm back to school in the Fall I'll have the autonomy I need to source materials and go through with it.
 
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Deleted member 18655

Enlightened
Jun 4, 2020
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Fear of my body and mind betraying me as I try.
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EraseRewind

EraseRewind

Circling the drain
May 13, 2020
225
Not succeeding is my biggest fear, by far.
Been there, done that. Xx

Yes I know this, fear of failure again, the shame of it. I have given my self a list of things to achieve this time before I go to ctb again. Most of them easy like jobs at home and stuff. I guess that was in some attempt to make me stick at recovery.
 
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Nyxx33

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May 8, 2020
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fear
Moments of happiness I still have here and there.
 
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WinterFaust

WinterFaust

Shimmer
Apr 13, 2020
412
A small part of me still wants to see if there's any chance at rebuilding my life. But I'm such a failure I can't leave my house to even try meds again let alone get a script for meto.
 
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