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CaineNumbsPain
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- Oct 13, 2023
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I don't know where you are based but like I said you can fly to San Francisco and buy fentanyl on the streets.My method of choice is CO with charcoal bc CO is very effective and everything what I need is easily available. But the method itself needs some preparations and has to be planned out well.
I would also consider drug/med OD but it's almost impossible for me to get the needed meds ever prescribed.
Well ...I don't know where you are based but like I said you can fly to San Francisco and buy fentanyl on the streets.
Ah yes, I didn't mention CO.Either jumping or charcoal method.
A flight doesn't cost that much . Borrow beg steal . Stowaway on a ship. Crowdfunding …ZzzThere's always a way.Well ...
I can't IV myself, never, with anything. That's one thing the other thing is if I had the (pocket-)money to be able to fly to San Francisco I wouldn't be suicidal.
Yeah, the mixing of sulphuric and methanoic acid is a great idea. I'm toying with the idea of this myself.Ah yes, I didn't mention CO.
My preferred would be mixing chemicals as easier to drive to a remote spot and do it in the car. Also, using nasal prongs with a GULPS generator would be less claustrophobic than an exit bag/hood.
Jumping would be perfect and instantaneous once the SI is beaten.
Yeah, the mixing of sulphuric and methanoic acid is a great idea. I'm toying with the idea of this myself.
Much more portable than bags of charcoal and chimney stacks , and less chance of burning the place down if done inside a house.
I like the thought of jumping through, a few vodkas and a blindfold before going over the edge may help overcome the dreaded survival instinct.
You are definitely braver than me.Similar except for the blindfold, I'd have to see where I'm going
I wouldn't say that the train driver is "involved in the death" more than the manufacturer of the shotgun is involved when someone shoots themselfThis is the whole issue for me. I can't risk a fail, whatever I do HAS to work 1st time.
I've had suicidal thoughts for 30+ years and for many of those planned to jump from height (over 150m/500ft), or in front of a train. The train would be easier in terms of travelling but it's the mental fallout for the driver that screws that idea.
Then a few years ago I learned about N, researched it and was quite happy that I could acquire it when needed - now no longer an option.
I finally settled on Helium exit hood which then became Nitrogen exit hood.
Since being here I've learned more about SN which is also pretty much unavailable. With or without anti emetics I'd be scared if puking it all up.
I'm also scared SI will force me to remove the edit hood!!
Zero perfect options to leave this world.
If I had a shotgun I'd take the messy option and blow my brains out. Truly awful for first responders but unlike the train driver they only clear the mess rather than involved in the death.
Why not jumping instead of driving your car into a tree? Your odds of surviving a car crash with permanent injury/pain are higher than ctb.1st method is alcohol poisoning, using pills and SN, then jumping off the bridge. If that fails, then it will be me driving my car off a steep cliff or into a tree