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aqt

aqt

Member
Mar 28, 2025
5
If you were to ctb sometime soon, what do you think you'll miss out on?

Personally I'd say GTA VI and the end of season 8 of rick and morty.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,551
nothing i haven't already miss out on all my adult life
 
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Galahad

Seeking…
Mar 21, 2024
112
Funny you say this, I've been in this dark place since before many members here were even born but you hit the nail on the head.

I follow F1 and have thoughts about missing the end of the season.

Then there's the weird thing of missing what people say about my exit.
 
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lv-nii

lv-nii

rotting
Jul 7, 2024
59
watching my nephew grow up. It's something that breaks my heart (and half life 3)
 
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Moon28

New Member
Jun 9, 2025
4
litteraly nothing...
 
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kagebunshin

Member
Dec 17, 2023
86
Nothing
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,430
The joys or cellibacy.

j/k being cellibate sucks.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Arcanist
May 10, 2025
415
nothing
 
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jbdCkFqV

jbdCkFqV

Member
Dec 11, 2021
19
Sure there are positive things I wouldn't get to experience, but at this point I don't care.
 
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sickofwaiting

sickofwaiting

Member
Feb 17, 2025
67
i never got a chance to go to university. live in a dorm. be on my own. i probably never will.
 
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CandyCane

CandyCane

Student
Mar 11, 2022
143
Movies, shows I follow, flirting with my dude, my pets, looking at all the cool cats out there, all the beautiful music that has been made and will be made, surfing random interesting topics for hours, Mexican food, Italian food, BBQ potato chips
 
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22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
344
There is nothing to miss ..if your no longerw here
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,743
The fun of aging - wrinkles, hair loss, loss of teeth, high blood pressure, heart disease, cancer, arthritis, diabetes, joint problems, incontinence, having to take a dozen pills a day, degrading eyesight, degrading hearing, various aches and pains, continued isolation, loneliness, etc, etc, etc.........
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,349
The fun of aging - wrinkles, hair loss, loss of teeth, high blood pressure, heart disease, cancer, arthritis, diabetes, joint problems, incontinence, having to take a dozen pills a day, degrading eyesight, degrading hearing, various aches and pains, continued isolation, loneliness, etc, etc, etc.........
Darn, you described me to a T.

I never thought about it, but I can check off most of the categories that you mentioned and now I really feel old.

But age is a number and as long as I have all the great folks here, all the other issues are mute.

Have a wonderful day my good friend.

Walter
 
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dearlydeparted44

Member
May 21, 2025
43
Nothing. I've done pretty much everything I wanted to do in this life. I don't want to sit around and watch the decay of society. That could get kind of nasty.
 
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tiredash

Student
Dec 5, 2024
147
nothing... precisely because of that.. because i have nothing to live for...
 
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fallingbehind

fallingbehind

Member
Mar 22, 2025
16
The Demon Slayer: Infinity Castle trilogy, and yes I know the series is borderline trash but it's a comfort show.
 
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aqt

aqt

Member
Mar 28, 2025
5
Funny you say this, I've been in this dark place since before many members here were even born but you hit the nail on the head.

I follow F1 and have thoughts about missing the end of the season.

Then there's the weird thing of missing what people say about my exit.
I've thought about that last one a lot; having friends that've gone that way makes it something I would want to miss..
i never got a chance to go to university. live in a dorm. be on my own. i probably never will.
Made a list of things I never got to do in hopes that it'd make me cling to life and this was up there on it. Its worked inversely sadly but I think much of what's on there could be attributed to a lack of independence or identity. With that said though I truly hope you do someday :)
Movies, shows I follow, flirting with my dude, my pets, looking at all the cool cats out there, all the beautiful music that has been made and will be made, surfing random interesting topics for hours, Mexican food, Italian food, BBQ potato chips
All the millions of cats that'll go unpetted and un-pspspst'd really tugs at me
 
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semio

semio

Im in a good mood, so good, I'ma kill that spider
Jun 3, 2025
16
Lots of things, looking forward to things is what kept me here so long honestly. Tons of movies, shows, games, music, but at the end of my day they are only distractions to the weight of needing to leave the earth so it doesn't bother me too much anymore.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,673
My dog and silly times with friends. But thats not enough to want me to stay here
 
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either/or

either/or

The things you could do, you won't but you might
Jun 7, 2025
6
Hanging out with my boyfriend, watching my little cousins grow up, trips with my parents. It makes me really sad to think about leaving everyone behind. But my brother already left me behind and being here feels so wrong now.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,842
If you were to ctb sometime soon, what do you think you'll miss out on?

Personally I'd say GTA VI and the end of season 8 of rick and morty.
The discovery of life on other planets
 
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nobeertonight

nobeertonight

Don't listen to me, I am drunk
Mar 30, 2025
61
This world is ending, even if I don't kill myself climate change and the degradation of social and political landscape will make this place even more miserable. If anything that would have been a spectacle to behold.
 
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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
449
The life I could have had. Because of my incurable illness, if it hadn't appeared. Not even psychiatrists know about it
 
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maka

maka

this is for you, mi cuervito 𓇢𓆸
Apr 23, 2019
176
Watching my cat grow up. I initially wanted to wait until he passed but I can't go on any longer. I will miss all of the time I would have been able to spend with him.
 
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SoulWhisperer

SoulWhisperer

Severe Medical Phobia « MtF »
Nov 13, 2023
520
In order of importance:
- Games
- Sex
- Love
- Becoming a rock band guitarist
- Hating on my family full-time
- Retirement (If even lmfao)
And btw they weren't in order of importance, the only thing that actually mattered from that list is the guitarist ambition to express myself.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,133
I'd miss out on all future unnecessary suffering in this torturous and cruel existence where I'm just waiting to cease existing anyway, for me ceasing to exist really would be the only relief in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, all I want is to never suffer ever again.

For me only non-existence could ever be positive which is why I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling into an dreamless eternal sleep to finally escape from this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I just always suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish to be gone, I find it so unbearable how a human can suffer for so long just to be tortured in agony from old age with no limit as to how much agony they can feel.
 
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User35688446786

Member
Mar 10, 2019
58
Funny you say this, I've been in this dark place since before many members here were even born but you hit the nail on the head.

I follow F1 and have thoughts about missing the end of the season.

Then there's the weird thing of missing what people say about my exit.
Same to this, especially in a season where who knows whose gunna win (hoping Oscar)
 
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glitterycheese

glitterycheese

something less than to most
Mar 2, 2025
59
the feeling of having warm sand in between my toes, laughing along with my siblings, my siamese, and the warm breeze of the lake
 
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ashendreams

ashendreams

rotting angel
May 31, 2025
53
there are probably some really good videogames that will come out in the future. nothing in particular that im looking forward to though. other than that the only thing i'd be missing is a lifetime of misery
 
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