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Formerly Alexei_Kirillov
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Mentally, what year are you still stuck in? What period of time seems like it was just yesterday to you, when really it was ages ago?

For me, I think it's probably the end of 2022. That's when things stopped moving, stopped growing. When I became "fixed", sterile. When my philosophical beliefs went from a frenetic, boiling, molten cauldron of disparate ideas to a hardened caulk. Case in point, the other day, I was looking up when the Queen died, and was shocked to discover that it was in September 2022, because to me it feels like that just happened yesterday...
 
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Dec 4, 2025
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2021 tbh. nothing "significant" has happened to me (excluding one relationship i had), i'm pretty much flawed the same way i was back then. it's saddening that i need external "assistance" like a girlfriend to function like a normal human. otherwise i'm in crumbles
 
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It's interesting because there are a few years and time periods I feel like I am stuck in and constantly reminiscing over, mostly from 2016-2023, but I'd say I'm most stuck in 2018 - probably because my life peaked in that year, I would say. I was still depressed and facing struggles at that time, but I can definitely say I felt way more "alive" back then compared to now. Now I'm just a husk, completely dead inside and waiting for it all to end.
 
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