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- Feb 25, 2021
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something else, it was not CBT attempts, almost died naturallyYou had regrets of ctb or something else?
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something else, it was not CBT attempts, almost died naturallyYou had regrets of ctb or something else?
That is comforting…I have very little experience with psychedelics and I don't believe in the supernatural.
The one time I took a shitload of psilocybin mushrooms, 5 grams, a "voice" that didn't seem to be my own came to me, telling me to remember this when I'm ready to commit suicide...
"It doesn't matter. Don't worry. Just go to sleep."
And along with that came a feeling of absolute certainty that that was the truth.
The brain is really good at tricking you.I have very little experience with psychedelics and I don't believe in the supernatural.
The one time I took a shitload of psilocybin mushrooms, 5 grams, a "voice" that didn't seem to be my own came to me, telling me to remember this when I'm ready to commit suicide...
"It doesn't matter. Don't worry. Just go to sleep."
And along with that came a feeling of absolute certainty that that was the truth.
An ex or family?Probably nothing profound. Just tormented by the sound of her voice as always.
Do you honestly want to take out other people when you go? That would surprise me because of how kind you've been to so many here(to myself) :: man; what a rush! I wander how many of the fuckers I've taken with me...?
(sarcastically; but meaningfully) :: oh Fuck, i really didn't mean to... I'm so so sorry... i just didn't think there'd be so much rubble... It was an ugly hotel anyway...
The show must go on...