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What would your dream life look like, no matter how delusional or unrealistic?
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not having to worry about money (would literally solve 90% of my problems)
living away from my family and possibly not ever seeing most of them again
just being a beautiful person in beautiful world - which means many things but mainly that it's not unbearable as it and it's something I've dreamed of since I was very little but knew it was delusional
doing stuff I love like learning about what interests me, reading, painting and singing all day
(But in the end, I feel like I'd still want to die even if I had all these things, I am simply not made for living)
I just want my unpleasantness going away. My itchiness. And the fact that clothes are uncomfortable to me. I just want to wake up in the morning, shower, put on clothes and be comfortable. No itching, no sweating, no cold feeling in my body. And just being able to wear clothes and shoes and jackets without any discomfort. I would change my skin also. My skin in my face is fucked. I should stop looking in the mirror. I have very sensitive skin, also over my body and I hate it.
I really want this, but I don't think it's possible, thinking about I've had this since teens.
And I hate my skinny legs. Really. They make me feel uncomfortable in clothes also.
If I could just feel comfortable in my own body and skin and clothes I could get a life. I hate it. I hate it so much. I feel like my life is over. It never really started. I've just been surviving. And everyday is torture for me.
The psychiatrists say that it's in my head, but I don't believe them. I believe there's something wrong with my body and always have been.
I just want to be able to be in myself, but I don't think it will ever work. So for me the end is gonna come when I'm fed up. And it feels close
1. Non religious parents (naturalist)
If I want to CTB I can go if I wish to period
2. A healthy brain and a physical appearance of my choosing (no acne, no big head, no weird head shape, no weird teeth, no hairiness, beautiful eyes)
3. A career I enjoy doing
4. Healthy social life with friends I enjoy being around
5. Own place, bf or husband :)
6. Donating to charities and people in need
Living in the home that I currently live in now but without the stress, no worry about money, but, most importantly, the woman I love with me in my arms. We'd live happily and be able to do whatever we wanted together.
A life not in this planet or dimension, but maybe in another one. Where people do not suffer any pain, nor emotional or physical, ever; where people can experience true happiness and love forever. Where there's no money or a lifestyle which is portrayed as "ideal". I wish not only I could be happy with myself, but I wish everybody could be happy too. They'd never be lonely again or feel any kind or numbness. Everyone would find happiness in whatever form it may have, and no one would suffer anymore. It's definitely a perfect utopia.
I would have been able to get through life instead of abused, ignored, raped, and thrown away.
Maybe decent "role models" and a decent mother. Maybe some decent friends or people who "care".
But I never had that. Oh well.
Just scream in her face. It's "entertainment."
Just keep ignoring her.
Just tell her to go back to her fuck face mother.
The toothless tweaker bitch.
Just keep saying it. Keep saying she's ugly. Keep saying she's bad. Keep saying she's stupid. Keep screaming in her face until she cries or screams back. Hehehehehehehehehe.
The ugly, toothless, fuck up, piece of shit.
Ta ta. Fuck you, world. Fuck you.
The simplest form of a perfect life for me is having the means to create a reasonable and reliable income to take care of bills, medical and necessities (not asking for handouts), some freedom of travel (Parks, shops, nothing exotic needed) and most importantly, someone who desires and craves me as much as I desire and crave them. Together we can explore life and explore each other. Beyond that, my needs are very basic.
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