Just_Another_Person

Just_Another_Person

Student
Sep 16, 2024
162
Think like, about everything after 15 or just about the present moment? If the former, a mixture of surprised, dubious/skeptical, sad and horrified. Maybe happy about somethings. If the latter... well, I honestly have no idea, waaaaaaaay too many things happened and my 15yo self wouldn't know how to react.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,752
Oh I just realized my younger 15 year old self would honestly find me very cringe for liking the Sonic franchise. When I was 15, I only really knew about the Blue Blur through all of the negative reviews for the recent games and for how annoying he was in Smash Bros Brawl. I didn't even become a Sonic fan until I was already 18 years old in 2012.
 
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enduringwinter

enduringwinter

flower, water
Jun 20, 2024
308
I am still my 15yo self. It's all simultaneous to me.
 
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(in)sane

(in)sane

Member
Jun 9, 2024
17
I was first diagnosed with MDD when I was 13 and was already suicidal at 14. 15 year old me saw this coming and she's probably mad she didn't find this site sooner lol. Still remember my 15th birthday; I cried the whole day because my life had stopped a year ago but everything and everyone around me kept going like nothing happened. PTSD really took my life before I could :)
 
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Spaghettii

Spaghettii

404
Sep 22, 2023
22
15 y/o me would be horrified to see what lies ahead and probably surprised that i'm still alive. She would probably feel miserable cause yes my dear, things can get much worse than all those little thaughts in your head. She's alreaddy suicidal but I could help her. I could really really help her not to get to this point. She desperately needs a caring, nonjujmental, and safe hug.
 
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mrpeter

mrpeter

Experienced
Jun 11, 2024
237
realize how based and doomerpilled i've become
 
alienfreak

alienfreak

Member
Sep 25, 2024
97
It is hard to remember who I was. I think my 13 year old self would be very disappointed and say "Oh so I'm always going to be like this". But myself from my early to mid 20s would be proud that i've made to my 30s and achieved what i have.
 
MentalFuneral

MentalFuneral

You can have it all. My empire of dirt.
Sep 11, 2024
27
Probably profoundly disappointed and crushed that they were right about everything they feared.
 
vampire2002

vampire2002

weeb & neet ♡
Oct 8, 2023
104
probably just so incredibly sad. it'd probably make 15-year-old me give up completely. the fact that even though i was trying so hard to pull through, despite all my trauma and mental illness at the time, i still ended up like this. i'm even more mentally ill to the point i cannot even function, a high school dropout, a total failure.
 
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marsupial

Member
Apr 9, 2024
22
15 yr me is shocked I failed so spectacularly at everything I planned. They're worried.
 
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CatLvr

Arcanist
Aug 1, 2024
448
She'd be absolutely gobsmacked that I had actually made it almost 70 years without getting killed (I tended to engage in some pretty risky behaviors back in the day) or ctb.
 
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MiraiShisen

MiraiShisen

Student
Jun 15, 2023
165
Just disbelief

My younger self would not even believe me that its me, I changed so much from happy carefree person to completely opposite.
 
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Oeoe3

Oeoe3

Aaaahhh
Aug 21, 2024
26
"Oh my God.. we got rid of acne. And why are you still alive?"
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
927
depends on whether it's 15 or 15 and 1+ month~
15: "How the heck did I end up like that?"
15+: "You're telling me it doesn't get better? You cared so much about remaining a kid and yet that never stopped you from changing..."

I think about how much I must disappoint my younger self a lot~ How I've been poisoned and become impure just like everyone else~ and yet, I still suffer~ It's the worst~ :(
 
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Reflection

Reflection

Lost
Sep 12, 2024
218
He's be both proud and sad, I grew a lot from teenage years to now and I'm quite happy with the progress I've made, alas life always has a curveball that drops a person to their knees.
 
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FadingSentinel

FadingSentinel

Member
Sep 28, 2024
18
My 15 year old self would probably think that I'd have found my way in life by now already, but I'm still searching.
 
untothedepths

untothedepths

I'm so scared... I'm cold.
Mar 20, 2023
530
wishing they were dead much, much sooner.
 
orpheus_

orpheus_

Member
Apr 26, 2024
19
He would be disappointed as hell and would refuse to believe I am the same person as him. Or would just jump out of the window straight away once he would hear about the things that are going to happen
 
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Scythe

Lost in a delusion
Sep 5, 2022
535
He'd be relieved to see that I've stayed the same, sure I've matured, but at the core, we're no different. Our beliefs and worldviews stayed the same, our hopes and dreams stayed the same. He feared that once he grows older a switch would flip in his brain and he would lose all his sense of self and become human. Work a job, love life, accept society for what it is. That was one of the few things that turned out our way. I think he would also be impressed and proud to find out I got hrt when I was still underaged and I of course would tell him how I got it in hopes of getting it earlier.
He'd be probably disappointed that I'm even worse with social anxiety, that I probably can't beat him at fencing because I'm just not confident enough to do it properly. That I give up so easily because "what does it matter if I'm gonna be dead."
I think he's also going to be worried that I'm almost out of time but my project is far from done.
I would also instruct him to make a better ctb attempt the first time round, or at least not fuck up the second.
 
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EmptyEater

EmptyEater

Member
Sep 26, 2024
29
Probably would go "I really was hoping it would be different but this tracks" and with any luck choose different careers to try.

But I sometimes get the sense I am in fact repeating this life already.
 
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PlannedforPeru

PlannedforPeru

SaSu. Lurker
Sep 21, 2024
35
He'd probably be disappointed, not in like a pitiful manner but just saddened more than anything. I specifically remember a time when I was around 15 at a water park looking at a few older lifeguards on break just playing on this giant blow-up island having fun. I hoped moments like those would make up the majority of my life come their age.

Disregarding the butterfly effect, I'd assume with my foresight and his energy, he'd probably help to put an end to the both of us.
 
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Gorbolflungus

Gorbolflungus

--------------------
Sep 15, 2024
17
He'd probably not be surprised to say the least
 
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hopelesswanderer

Member
Oct 12, 2023
82
He'd say dude, how the fuck did you make it this long? What went wrong? you had given up long ago I thought.
 

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