What would you want to fix so you didnt have to take your life?

[Kitsunefox]

If there are some things to fix what would they be so you can live.

 

[Roph]

Everything! Seriously.

 

[blurr21]

Go back in time maybe bt thats not an option so have gt to accept things as they are and hope for better in the future...

 

[Nem]

Avoid a dangerous relationship, not accept meds from a gearbox coworker. Actually, just avoiding the relationship would've probably fixed the problems...so, need a time machine.
No time machine=death/ctb
Peace

 

[Kitsunefox]

Avoid a dangerous relationship, not accept meds from a gearbox coworker. Actually, just avoiding the relationship would've probably fixed the problems...so, need a time machine.
No time machine=death/ctb
Peace

You can always find a new girlfriend, how did the meds ruin everything?

 

[Nem]

You can always find a new girlfriend, how did the meds ruin everything?

Dr almost killed me with negligence/carelessness. Suffered brain, kidney, muscle and nerve damage...it's game over and should've ended my life right after it happened. :(
Peace <3

 

[Help_Me]

Yes, there are few options. 1. Go to the past and prevent my birth. 2. Make my mind fixed / clear my memory. Make me feel no love, so I can live at least like robot with no feelings and no needs.

 

[Kitsunefox]

Yes, there are few options. 1. Go to the past and prevent my birth. 2. Make my mind fixed / clear my memory. Make me feel no love, so I can live at least like robot with no feelings and no needs.

Ive been to moscow 2 months ago, its not far from where I live. Maybe we could talk more about death!

 

[Kitsunefox]

Dr almost killed me with negligence/carelessness. Suffered brain, kidney, muscle and nerve damage...it's game over and should've ended my life right after it happened. :(
Peace <3

I am so sorry to hear that....

 

[Schopenhauer]

Nothing, really. Life itself is crap. My only wish is to die quickly.

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

Fix my brain so I don't wake up feeling sad for no reason, and fix my mind so that I could understand other people better. I feel like I have social blindness most of the time

 

[Help_Me]

Ive been to moscow 2 months ago, its not far from where I live. Maybe we could talk more about death!

I just can't believe there is somebody here who lives near me. Sure, death is probably the only thing I can talk about all day long (most likely). Feel free to PM, follow e.t.c. Take care of yourself

 

[Kitsunefox]

I just can't believe there is somebody here who lives near me. Sure, death is probably the only thing I can talk about all day long (most likely). Feel free to PM, follow e.t.c. Take care of yourself

How do I pm on here...как ?

 

[Nem]

I am so sorry to hear that....

Thanks, I almost made it out alive but fiance demanded I keep taking the dangerous meds. This was all for nothing, meds were beyond junk and all I needed was to stop them which I wanted to. I should've never listened to my ex when she demanded I keep taking them, she was a fucking idiot when it came to understanding. I need to kill myself asap
Peace <3

 

[Philip]

From the moment I was born......have different parents.....that be a good start

 

[Kitsunefox]

Thanks, I almost made it out alive but fiance demanded I keep taking the dangerous meds. This was all for nothing, meds were beyond junk and all I needed was to stop them which I wanted to. I should've never listened to my ex when she demanded I keep taking them, she was a fucking idiot when it came to understanding. I need to kill myself asap
Peace <3

And no one understands that people like us are the nicest :(

 

[WaitingForTheBus]

You can always find a new girlfriend, how did the meds ruin everything?

For some people, particularly many on this site, finding a new girlfriend/boyfriend is rather challenging. It's not like you can walk to the corner store and pick one off the shelf.

This can be due to many reasons but many people here are suffering from social isolation or mental health problems. Extremely hard to meet people when you are socially awkward or isolated. Equally as hard is trying to get a partner when suffering from a mental illness such as depression/anxiety. Combine social isolation with a mental health disorder and your pretty much on your own.

 

[Kitsunefox]

Fix my brain so I don't wake up feeling sad for no reason, and fix my mind so that I could understand other people better. I feel like I have social blindness most of the time

I think its easiest to fix it if there is no reason, it is worse if there is a reason behind it.

 

[Circles]

Life without suffering or struggle which is impossible given the fact that every species strives to fight their basic needs everyday and consume and use their fellow earthlings just to get through one more goddamn day just to spread their baby batter.

 

[Lady black]

Exchange me, my life and my past completely

 

[AgingLoser]

Drop the self loathing, pick up some passion and purpose. Basically I need for my life to matter.

 

[cupio dissolvi]

Cure my mental illnesses. I honestly don't think that's going to happen.

 

[anthomaniac]

I need to go back in time a fix the mistakes i did, that way my ex lover wouldn't have left me, and to stop myself from betraying the friends that also left and to not commit the giant mistake i did. But since there's no way to do that or to have them back...

 

[TAW122]

There is a list of things that I'd like to have in which would reduce my desire to ctb, but sadly it is far, far from reality.

To start things off, I wished I wasn't born with Aspergers as it fucks up my social life, social interaction and understanding people as well as getting around in society, being accepted, knowing social cues and shit like that. Then, of course, having the ability to have a meaningful relationship with others (I'm single partly by choice, but also partly by circumstance) when I choose to (rather than not having the choice).

Laws regarding the right to die, not just limited to terminally ill people, but also rational, sane people who have just had enough of this world (boredom, unsatisfaction). As of today, late 2018, only six fucking states have euthanasia legal and only for terminally ill patients (which even then, is still hard to get) while the other 44 fucking states don't have it. Hawaii will be the 7th state, but that is 2019, so it'll take fucking ages before the whole country (assuming best case).

Attaining some high personal goals for myself, particularly my music hobbies and other things on my bucket list (foods to try, places to visit, activities to partake, etc.), being on the very top (I know that's impossible given my circumstances and background).

Fixing fairness and obtaining justice from all the injustices and inequality from the past. Newsflash, can't go back in time, time only goes forward, so I only have two choices, to accept the injustice and be "ok with it" (which fuck that, I'm not) or stew more in it (add to suicide fuel, yeah).

Finally, financial security for life, as in not having to work to be able to survive and also thrive a bit. I am looking at the implementation of UBI (Universal Basic Income) though I doubt this would be the case in the states. I believe that when AI takes over even more jobs and displaces more workers, this would be a good solution, but the financially successful people would rather people be subject to homelessness, poverty, strife, suffering and die as a result of that than to implement UBI or even allow voluntary euthanasia. (Gift of life, God is great, Life is sacred, beautiful, etc. bullshit like that) Such fucking hypocrites they are.

 

[worldexploder]

I'm not even sure I can answer that question because I feel that in order to convince me to want to live, I would have to be a completely different person.

 

[Sick Boy]

My brain

 

[KiraKelly]

I just can't believe there is somebody here who lives near me. Sure, death is probably the only thing I can talk about all day long (most likely). Feel free to PM, follow e.t.c. Take care of yourself

I live in Moscow, hi )))

 

[DontFearTheReaper]

My mental and physical health.

 

[DontFearTheReaper]

There is a list of things that I'd like to have in which would reduce my desire to ctb, but sadly it is far, far from reality.

To start things off, I wished I wasn't born with Aspergers as it fucks up my social life, social interaction and understanding people as well as getting around in society, being accepted, knowing social cues and shit like that. Then, of course, having the ability to have a meaningful relationship with others (I'm single partly by choice, but also partly by circumstance) when I choose to (rather than not having the choice).

Laws regarding the right to die, not just limited to terminally ill people, but also rational, sane people who have just had enough of this world (boredom, unsatisfaction). As of today, late 2018, only six fucking states have euthanasia legal and only for terminally ill patients (which even then, is still hard to get) while the other 44 fucking states don't have it. Hawaii will be the 7th state, but that is 2019, so it'll take fucking ages before the whole country (assuming best case).

Attaining some high personal goals for myself, particularly my music hobbies and other things on my bucket list (foods to try, places to visit, activities to partake, etc.), being on the very top (I know that's impossible given my circumstances and background).

Fixing fairness and obtaining justice from all the injustices and inequality from the past. Newsflash, can't go back in time, time only goes forward, so I only have two choices, to accept the injustice and be "ok with it" (which fuck that, I'm not) or stew more in it (add to suicide fuel, yeah).

Finally, financial security for life, as in not having to work to be able to survive and also thrive a bit. I am looking at the implementation of UBI (Universal Basic Income) though I doubt this would be the case in the states. I believe that when AI takes over even more jobs and displaces more workers, this would be a good solution, but the financially successful people would rather people be subject to homelessness, poverty, strife, suffering and die as a result of that than to implement UBI or even allow voluntary euthanasia. (Gift of life, God is great, Life is sacred, beautiful, etc. bullshit like that) Such fucking hypocrites they are.

I wish those laws were there too. I do love your sense of idealism. Wish people like you ruled this planet, instead of the creeps that do now.

 

[Deleted member 4993]

The world :-)