What would you like to wake up to?

[Sakura94]

Each time as you drift off to sleep I think a lot of us here just wish to not wake up at all. But sometimes you just try to imagine you're not gonna wake up to the same old self/body?
what would you like to see when you wake up?
Another life completely ?
waking up in the past before any problems began?
Non-existence?

 

[Mors]

I'd like to wake up on May 20, 2021: the day before the surgery that has completely and irreversibly ruined my life.

However, I know that it's more plausible for me to just not wake up one day. I wouldn't mind that because it's better than this life now.

What about you? What's your answer to your question?

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

If I could wake up to the government deciding to give disabled people a livable income instead of leaving us below the poverty line that'd be fucking peachy,

 

[Sadism]

It doesn't matter. Wishful thinking isn't gonna magically make it happen, it will only make my pain even more brutal as it already is.

 

[Smart No More]

I'd like to wake up on May 20, 2021: the day before the surgery that has completely and irreversibly ruined my life.

However, I know that it's more plausible for me to just not wake up one day. I wouldn't mind that because it's better than this life now.

What about you? What's your answer to your question?

Do you mind me asking.... What surgery did you have? No pressure for an answer if you prefer not to divulge. :)

 

[deflationary]

Waking up and realizing that the past two or so years were all a dream and that my ex is still alive (and healthy). Some mornings it does feel like that for a moment, until I get my bearings.

 

[WrongPlaceWrongTime]

Wake up in a cabin on a floating island in the sky, with no people and therefore no responsibilities or obligations to worry about.

 

[PatheticCase]

Wake up to at least five years ago, back to when I actually looked forward to each morning.

 

[bed]

wake up a few years before i had chronic pain, so many things have changed because of it

 

[Laddydragon]

Wake up in a cabin in the middle of nowhere plenty of animals around though to keep me company and my past cat I used to be with.
I hope that's what happens when I pass I suppose

 

[Passersby]

I would like to wake up to the time before my problems started. Now it's too late. My body is damaged. I would also like to wake up after a good nights sleep for once but I've always hated waking up and the mornings my whole life. Always hated it big time. Always felt terrible amd never myself until after lunch. The real scary thought is that I might not ever get relief EVER even through death. I know for sure too that I won't ever have relief in this my current physical life .

 

[lucid]

Right now, at this very moment, I want to wake up in a bed with someone else holding me.

 

[Apricity]

I'd like to wake up to @hotelbeneathground serving me breakfast in bed. Since that won't happen, I'd like to wake up on the first day of my relationship with my wife and start over.

 

[NotStrongEnough]

I can't find an answer other than "nothing". I can't remember a time where I didn't want to not be alive. If I could pick anything, it'd probably be my current "situation" with more money. And less broken brain.

 

[ClownMe]

Eternal nothingness

 

[hlynn95]

To my ex lover miraculously returning to my life. That he somehow realizes what he lost in me and wants me back. That is just wishful thinking but I recently got my heart broken and am so depressed. It's frustrating cuz there's nothing I can do to control it, as we cannot make other people like us. Rejection truly stings!

 

[PeacefulTonic]

I'd do anything to wake up to exactly 3 months ago. As long as I have memories and know not to fuck up this time, I'd be the happiest guy in the world

 

[Ednospatient]

Probably a blowjob

 

[Mr2005]

2004/5

 

[motel rooms]

I'd like to wake up to @hotelbeneathground serving me breakfast in bed. Since that won't happen,

You have my permission to fantasize about it anyway

I'd like to wake up on the first day of my relationship with my wife and start over.

I wish your wife would come back to her senses & realize what a great guy you are

 

[Apricity]

You have my permission to fantasize about it anyway



I wish your wife would come back to her senses & realize what a great guy you are

Awww
Btw, I could look like this guy for all you know

 

[motel rooms]

Awww
Btw, I could look like this guy for all you knowView attachment 76764

Even he is allowed to fantasize about me, I'm generous that way. He can even lick my lollipop for 10 minutes for $50 if I'm allowed to close my eyes

 

[Apricity]

Even he is allowed to fantasize about me, I'm generous that way. He can even have my lollipop for 15 minutes for $50 if I'm allowed to close my eyes

Can I get 50 minutes for $15 though? I'm currently unemployed.

 

[motel rooms]

Can I get 50 minutes for $15 though? I'm currently unemployed.

I'll give you a freebie to get you hooked

 

[Sakura94]

I'd like to wake up on May 20, 2021: the day before the surgery that has completely and irreversibly ruined my life.

However, I know that it's more plausible for me to just not wake up one day. I wouldn't mind that because it's better than this life now.

What about you? What's your answer to your question?

Probably just another life even though any timeline will turn into the dystopia we have now.

 

[Painless_end]

I would like to not wake up at all.

My desire to live does not exist at all.

 

[Zzzzz]

A different life sometimes sounds nice tbh. But non-existence sounds alright too.

 

[existtosuffer]

I would like to wake up not having an incurable Brain disorder.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope to never wake again. There is nothing that I would ever want to wake to. I do not want any kind of life, I want absolutely nothing to do with life. The only thing I want is to not exist.

 

[Neni]

My dog passed away last year and I have this fantasy that I wake up and am reunited with him. After lots of cuddles, we lie down together. All my pain goes away, the heavy, overwhelming feeling lifts and only good memories are left. Then everything fades away, it's just me and my dog and we know nothing but peace.