What would you have missed today if you were dead?

[rationaltake]

I've nicked this thread from the Recovery Section @Istanbulite as I didn't want to rain on their parade.

I'd have missed

Hours and hours and hours of sheer agony and pointless tedium

 

[Hurt]

Nothing interesting. Days are all the same. The only different is that I have to work during week.

 

[Seeking_Peace]

A lot more bad than good. Rent, complaints about replacing food, taking out the trash, health insurance billed me twice...

 

[Dead Meat]

Pain and misery

 

[lostmyacc]

Sitting around doing nothing. Pretty much bed ridden at this point. Crippled with fear and anxiety . Nothing gets better, days just pass by without anything changing only a feeling of being trapped lingering on.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

My cats, family and I guess friends.

 

[Tristan23]

Sitting around doing nothing. Pretty much bed ridden at this point. Crippled with fear and anxiety . Nothing gets better, days just pass by without anything changing only a feeling of being trapped lingering on.

Me too, mostly bed bound I have a rheumatology condition that's been flaring up since March, causes rashes, low grade fevers, chills, intense fatigue this past weekend pain began in my back.. because I think fasting food helps to reset immune system I've been fasting all day today probably will continue tomorrow, my counselor said if I don't restart eating by the time I see her again on wed she's going to have me call my primary Dr
she's part of the problem..she used to come to my apt to meet with me, she abruptly changed it to meeting in an office in March..now because of me having to expose myself to uv radiation that triggers much more intense symptoms in my auto Immune condition..she doesn't seem to care, no mention of ever returning to meet with me at my apt again to lessen the assault against my health
I feel trapped because I think I need to meet with her but it's becoming increasingly difficult on me because of health situation
It doesn't seem to matter to her
It's disappointing because I am questioning her care for me

 

[outatime_85]

I would not miss anything, and no one would miss me.

I could literally walk away and no one would file a missing persons report.

Marcus from John Wick: There's no rhyme or reason to this life. It's days like today scattered among the rest.

 

[Messgram]

nothing, who is dead does not miss/care about anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just another pointless day of suffering. Every day is the same and to me there is nothing positive about living. I am tired of this empty existence and I look forward to being free from everything. For me, peace could never exist in this life, it will only exist in death.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Dread

 

[Weebster]

I think I have athletes foot so I would've missed that.

 

[Niko66]

Lots of pain and distress

 

[Symbiote]

Tending to reports, banning people, and being embroiled in controversy.

 

[unredeemable]

Continuously disappointing the few people who care about me.

 

[rationaltake]

Tending to reports, banning people, and being embroiled in controversy.

No wonder you're looking for reinforcements!

 

[LoveYoux]

Just been discharged from the mental ward, heading home tomorrow, so that's handy
Did sleep the past two nights with a sock tied around my neck and I've had a mild headache all day but, we're on the up

 

[rationaltake]

Just been discharged from the mental ward, heading home tomorrow, so that's handy
Did sleep the past two nights with a sock tied around my neck and I've had a mild headache all day but, we're on the up

Glad you're being discharged. What's the sock for?

 

[LoveYoux]

Glad you're being discharged. What's the sock for?

Savvy way of passing away, sort of like a tourniquet, hoping that the compression would take me while I slept, like partial hanging kind of, just a resourceful way of doing it while in here, obviously did not work

 

[rationaltake]

Savvy way of passing away, sort of like a tourniquet, hoping that the compression would take me while I slept, like partial hanging kind of, just a resourceful way of doing it while in here, obviously did not work

I get it. How are you now?

 

[LoveYoux]

I get it. How are you now?

I'm alright, thankful to be discharged, genuinely optimistic, not sat with a sock tied round my neck so that's a positive, we'll see what tonight holds though
Right now I'm just tired, and I've got a dull pain behind my eyes that isn't going away, and I'm kinda hungry

 

[samishii]

I've nicked this thread from the Recovery Section @Istanbulite as I didn't want to rain on their parade.

I'd have missed

Hours and hours and hours of sheer agony and pointless tedium

Definitely my will to die

 

[its-about-time]

So far I would've missed dry heaving with two lungs full of cigarette smoke triggering the most disgusting puking session ever.

 

[Deleted member 31858]

another painful day for me

 

[xo777]

sadness
drug use
my ex crushing my heart more just for his amusement

 

[whitefeather]

Tending to reports, banning people, and being embroiled in controversy.

Thank you for being a Moderator.

 

[rationaltake]

I'm alright, thankful to be discharged, genuinely optimistic, not sat with a sock tied round my neck so that's a positive, we'll see what tonight holds though
Right now I'm just tired, and I've got a dull pain behind my eyes that isn't going away, and I'm kinda hungry

I'm glad you're alright and I hope things get better for you from now on.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I would've missed out on reading all of the idiotic things that mental health professionals have said to people on this site, in the Off topic section. Some of them were actually kind of funny.

 

[sick.faery]

nothing basically

 

[idonthavetobehere]

..hmm..let's see..a toothache & another day of my sister giving me the silent treatment for the 1millionth time for no apparent reason.