What would you do if you take SN and vomit?

[nitrogenous]

Weird question, but what would you do if you take SN as recommended (25g) and vomit?

One of my biggest fears is failing my attempt and becoming "non-functional" or what some say "a vegetable". I read that vomiting is one of the biggest risk and why lots of people fail. I don't want to stay back and do nothing and suffer till death, or worse still being alive with all the injuries/aftermath. I wonder whether if I vomit, it's better off to just get help and get that methylene blue quickly to be fully functional and healthy and possibly attempt again in the future or to just lay there in hopes it wouldn't just left me impaired… But even if I get help, I know I wouldn't live a happy life and would just get sanctioned or abandoned in the system again…

 

[Matchaaa]

I might have another glass of SN just in case, or lie in bed and hope that the remaining SN will be enough to do the trick.

 

[wine is fine but]

Weird question, but what would you do if you take SN as recommended (25g) and vomit?

One of my biggest fears is failing my attempt and becoming "non-functional" or what some say "a vegetable". I read that vomiting is one of the biggest risk and why lots of people fail. I don't want to stay back and do nothing and suffer till death, or worse still being alive with all the injuries/aftermath. I wonder whether if I vomit, it's better off to just get help and get that methylene blue quickly to be fully functional and healthy and possibly attempt again in the future or to just lay there in hopes it wouldn't just left me impaired… But even if I get help, I know I wouldn't live a happy life and would just get sanctioned or abandoned in the system again…

people vomit after taking just 7g and still die - it seems that 4g is lethal if no antidote is administered

my understanding is that unless you are in a very, very small window if someone finds you, you will recover fully. just how small that window is, i do not know, but considering that it takes around 40 mins from starting the process to your life being complete, it probably isn't that big a window

 

[nitrogenous]

I might have another glass of SN just in case, or lie in bed and hope that the remaining SN will be enough to do the trick.

I think that's my plan as well to have a second glass just in case and if I vomit to try and take that second shot, but realistically… I don't know how much strength I have to be able to do that if I indeed vomited the first shot

people vomit after taking just 7g and still die - it seems that 4g is lethal if no antidote is administered

my understanding is that unless you are in a very, very small window if someone finds you, you will recover fully. just how small that window is, i do not know, but considering that it takes around 40 mins from starting the process to your life being complete, it probably isn't that big a window

I think that's the thing with SN is that it just really varies on how much it takes to end someone's life, I've heard stories of taking little amounts and dying but also the opposite of somehow miraculously surviving after taking lethal doses, although I suppose the later is mostly due to early medical intervention. I also wonder how much of the info in this forum is biased as I feel like if someone were to fail and be in that "vegetable" state, they wouldn't have much capacity to return to the forum and share their experience

 

[wine is fine but]

I think that's the thing with SN is that it just really varies on how much it takes to end someone's life, I've heard stories of taking little amounts and dying but also the opposite of somehow miraculously surviving after taking lethal doses, although I suppose the later is mostly due to early medical intervention. I also wonder how much of the info in this forum is biased as I feel like if someone were to fail and be in that "vegetable" state, they wouldn't have much capacity to return to the forum and share their experience

i do not think it varies at all - the only thing that may stop the attempt from being successful is either someone finding the person or the person themselves asking for help

if the person is not disturbed, then 4g is enough, but not as fast as 25g which then gives much more time to be saved

it is wise to have a second glass, but it seems not many people have ever used the 2nd one either because they were already on their way out, or in some cases, because they couldn't actually drink the 2nd one - the results always seem the same though whether one or two glasses are consumed

people have been revived after dying and have reported no real issues with their health from the attempt. certainly it seems that none have got anywhere near the point of being a vegetable

 

[dirkw83]

SN has a huge fatality rate, 89% among male users, that is incredibly high. The 11% includes all kinds of fuckups. Ending up a vegetable is an absolute worst case scenario that can happen with probably most suicide methods. It's hard to commit suicide if you are scared of that rare outlier scenario that exists alot more in theory than in practice.

 

[nitrogenous]

i do not think it varies at all - the only thing that may stop the attempt from being successful is either someone finding the person or the person themselves asking for help

if the person is not disturbed, then 4g is enough, but not as fast as 25g which then gives much more time to be saved

it is wise to have a second glass, but it seems not many people have ever used the 2nd one either because they were already on their way out, or in some cases, because they couldn't actually drink the 2nd one - the results always seem the same though whether one or two glasses are consumed

people have been revived after dying and have reported no real issues with their health from the attempt. certainly it seems that none have got anywhere near the point of being a vegetable

That's good to know, I did think about how it must be difficult to drink the second shot considering you would most likely already be in that "dying" state. I guess the real barrier is if I get found, but I live alone so it should be all good…

SN has a huge fatality rate, 89% among male users, that is incredibly high. The 11% includes all kinds of fuckups. Ending up a vegetable is an absolute worst case scenario that can happen with probably most suicide methods. It's hard to commit suicide if you are scared of that rare outlier scenario that exists alot more in theory than in practice.

That's 100% true, I guess that's why I can't really do other methods like jumping or hanging cause of the physical potentials with failing… but I know that I've been wanting to ctb for so long and that this is the right choice once I'm able to get my SN delivered again…