Making a decision now is fruitless. Not because there is nothing that can be done but, rather, there is nothing that can be affected without further turmoil.
A windfall of money is horribly dangerous. All around me would embrace their primal nature as thieves, liars, and murderers in order to obtain my finances.
Another partner to replace the one I have? Perhaps even specified to my likings? That, too, would be a short-lived affair. It would take but mere months, if not weeks, for them to be affected by the extreme polarization of this world. At that point, they would become the very thing they are now -- an idea. No longer a person but an amalgamation of rage, mental illness, and tribalism. The infection of social media and the world therein which is forever changed by it.
If I were to offer some kind of answer to this question, however, then I would wish for social media to never have existed. The internet would have become a scrapped DARPA project or a classified invention. Someone would have convinced others to have never let it loose and made it military-only, letting us, the public, bask in forced interaction. If I were to have grown up in that world, in that dimension where we moved through life, then perhaps my tendencies wouldn't be so extreme.
If we're talking purely fantastical means, then it would take me becoming a character in a fantasy world of my own making. Or perhaps even this world but with the ability to open "console commands" like a virtual screen and affect my reality as I wish.
Unfortunately, life, as it is, remains. Which is why I lean so heavily toward its end.
) and to not age beyond 25. I would stay young and beautiful forever, and be able to NEET indefinitely. I would NEET for life
