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dilapidatedMind

Student
Oct 1, 2020
128
My ptsd and ocd would have to disappear, which would cause some of my physical health problems to disappear as well.
 
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Soulless Angel

Soulless Angel

Did someone say Rum?
Jul 6, 2020
1,272
Change, for change to happen and be consistent.
Positive Response and positive attitudes in supporting moving on

I wouldn't get rid of my cptsd as that's shaped my path in this world whilst it's not great, it's part of me
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
-A cure for my bipolarity
-Money
-Be in shape physically
-Visit many doctors such as the dentist.
-Cure for my mother's mental illness


And with that, I think I could manage to live till I die as an old grey man which of course, won't probably happen so I'll CTB sooner or later.
 
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bluejane

Member
Sep 12, 2020
22
I can manage my depression with my meds if I have people who need me in some way and are physically and consistently there for me. The one thing Im really missing and would do anything for are friends. I used to have them and its painful to be so unwanted and alone now that I know what Im missing.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
The past but it's fixed and there's nothing I can do about it. Some would argue how I feel about it is all that matters and I feel terrible about it and will for as long as I can remember it
 
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dec132013

dec132013

Member
Aug 6, 2020
98
Most realistic would be having someone that isn't my mom acknowledge my existence and genuinely like me. Been touch starved for way too long.

Everything else that'd need to change is pretty impossible to change, tbh idek why im still here since no one can do anything about it so I'll never really fully recover
 
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Jojo81

Student
Aug 8, 2020
115
A million dollars in my bank account . So I can spend time with my family.. Living together with parents, wife and daughter..
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,017
Good health so I could work.
 
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Marchioness

Marchioness

Eternal sleep
Feb 17, 2020
296
A cure for my mental health issues, all my school debts gone and a refund for all the bull I've had to deal with on them, money to get out of my situation and to take care of my family. Then I'd move out of the country and start with a clean slate.
 
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amnotreal

amnotreal

Student
Oct 20, 2019
137
my colon working normally like a healthy colon. to be able to function enough to go to college and get a degree and become a therapist.
 
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ADruinedmylife

Member
Oct 5, 2020
42
Need to be able to feel pleasure and love taken away by Antidepressants
 
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k75

k75

L'appel du Vide
Jun 27, 2019
2,546
I'd need a time machine or a way to redo the past. Or the ability to forget very specifically. I'd need to be able undo the surgery that destroyed me.
 
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Stick

Stick

Experienced
Aug 31, 2020
269
I just need to reincarnate at this point
 
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Worthless_nobody

Enlightened
Feb 14, 2019
1,384
Too damn much. Changing the past, erasing memories, and having no mental/physical issues would be a good start.
 
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Deleted member 22650

Deleted member 22650

Student
Oct 7, 2020
153
The way human works, people are so shallow and materialistic. We judge on looks.
 
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Futile

Futile

Tired of being lonely
Sep 3, 2020
499
My life
 
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Gamja

it hurts
Aug 27, 2019
43
my personality, ... me
I suspect people are calling me insane and overdramatic right at this moment, but it doesn't matter anymore. It doesn't feel real that I'm still alive. I should be dead.
 
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jing

Slowly discovering my place here in this world.
Oct 9, 2020
35
I would need to have financial freedom, to do the things that I like such as reading, arts, travelling, exercising, or just watching Netflix.

The 9-5 rat race, just to survive is unacceptable. Especially when I'm pro choice and the alternative is always there, I could just exit.

Well it's also more than that cause I'm gay living in a conservative country. I've studied in the UK for one year and that was the best year in my life. I just feel so out of place here.

That's why I'm thinking financial freedom could perhaps get me out of this hell of an environment that I'm living in.
 
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chrisbate7

chrisbate7

Student
Sep 30, 2020
191
My ptsd and ocd would have to disappear, which would cause some of my physical health problems to disappear as well.
I have pure OCD. Sexual and violent intrusive thoughts all day. Makes me want to die
 
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tepuai88

New Member
Oct 9, 2020
3
New member. My health. Im almost positive I have ALS. No way I'm living with that. Other than that I enjoy life.
 
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chrisbate7

chrisbate7

Student
Sep 30, 2020
191
Need to be able to feel pleasure and love taken away by Antidepressants
How long were you on them? I feel similar. Was on Prozac for 1.5 years
New member. My health. Im almost positive I have ALS. No way I'm living with that. Other than that I enjoy life.
I've had fear of getting ALS or dementia since my day died of ALS 5 years ago. Of course, I'm my case it's genetic so I have a real risk.
 
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tepuai88

New Member
Oct 9, 2020
3
How long were you on them? I feel similar. Was on Prozac for 1.5 years

I've had fear of getting ALS or dementia since my day died of ALS 5 years ago. Of course, I'm my case it's genetic so I have a real risk.
Yeah, they keep telling me not to worry about it but I keep getting worse and worse but they tell me its all in my head
Yeah, they keep telling me not to worry about it but I keep getting worse and worse but they tell me its all in my head
I've never and still don't have mental health issues. I don't mean that in any offensive way, but I don't and have never had health issues either and now all this.
 
_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
826
Hehe, probably more than I would ever deserve

-Restart my life in a loving, non abusive household
-Recover from the sexual exploitation that I suffered through
-Cure my long list of mental illnesses (Depression, Social Anxiety, Bipolar, BPD, PTSD, Agoraphobia, possible autism[never got screened, therapist suspects it]). Also cure my insomnia.
-A chance to restart a better relationship with the person I had loved the most
-Society and humanity changes for the better
-Improved healthcare, if not costs, at least empathetic doctors
-better working medications
-Remove stigma of mental illnesses

and probably more than I could list.
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
My neurological problem which I believe falls under some kind of neurodegenerative disease description.

Essentially a mental smallness of the brain in hidden ways pertaining to desire for engaging in productive activity.
 
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D11FER

Lost and Lonely
May 23, 2020
140
Pure and simply for my wife to find it in her heart to forgive me and want me back. I've made so many mistakes that I can't change. However I have learnt from these mistakes and want to make a difference.
CTB day will be the day I know there is no way back at all.
 
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NeverGoodEnuff

Specialist
Sep 28, 2020
398
Fix my relationships with some family members, which would allow me to see my grandchildren.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
My feeling incompetent would have to disappear along with my mental illnesses, my articulation issues and bad short term memory issues
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,589
Too much
 
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Xocoyotziin

Xocoyotziin

Scorpion
Sep 5, 2020
402
My nightmares have to stop and my mind needs to be unfucked.
I'd need someone who understands me. The only person who did got sick of my attitude and my constant drug use.
 
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EmptyManForever

My wings were cut and now I can fly no more!
Oct 3, 2020
141
My Brain !
 
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