What would make you want to live?

[woofwag]

If there is anything in your life that could change to make it worthwhile, what do you think it would be? For me if I had a lot of money and weren't super burnt out I would stay. But neither of those will ever happen lol

 

[Bitter Almonds]

If I knew the future, or could change the past.

 

[tonicer]

Love or money. I am a 43 KHHV and i am also broke.

 

[LastDayOnEarth]

Not much

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

Being declared basically Jean-D'Arc and sent to crusade by France and the pope would be fucking lit i guess.
In my defense, i think that's just the dream incoded in anyone with french dna.

 

[themisfit]

A good job:

• near home
• decent salary
• not very demanding
• nice colleagues
• nice boss

But I think I'm asking too much

 

[Drogon]

A hot tub time machine

 

[Leyna]

a purpose in life

 

[bananaolympus]

All my physical, mental and neurological problems gone at least the big ones

 

[hdead]

Purpose. Friends. A 'normal' brain. A healthy family.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

nothing would ever make me want to live

i don't want anything from this evil prison world and evil life

i would never want to live exist or be conscious under any circumstances

just a very few concepts of what could be a book that no one has written : " why DNA based life this universe and even worse this world are really bad evil things worse than anyone could conceive"

the worst pain and the most horrible things outweigh the pleasurable things by a billion times

the pleasurable garbage addictions like clickbait videos or food lead to the worst torture. these can't be separated as they are part of the same evil

It is possible for a human or other sentient animal to fall into a trap that is a hell a trillion times worse than the worst one can imagine.

then there are other extreme sufferings that while less torturous have a higher probability as in stroke or cancer which have a lifetime probability of 25% and 40% but summed it's even greater .but these are only 2 horrors . there are many accidents , chronically painful diseases, kidnapping and torture, tape worm, parasites, old age , unjust inprisonment, bad bullying, grief , depression, heartbreak and many more . all of these far outwiegh the pleasurable garbage. but there are even worse nightmares than i listed a trillion times worse than even these hells.

and i have to be a slave work a job chores, fixing problems just to exist to risk extreme torture.

 

[ScaredCutter]

a lot of money and a place where leaders arent so corrupt. where people arent so harsh.

 

[HFK40000]

If there is anything in your life that could change to make it worthwhile, what do you think it would be? For me if I had a lot of money and weren't super burnt out I would stay. But neither of those will ever happen lol

All it would take is my ex responding to a message. I don't expect to anything to happen but an acknowledgement of my existence would be nice.

 

[Aknu132]

A lot of money, maybe it can help both my physical and mental health.

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

My mental illnesses to be cured. Ive tried litterly everything.

 

[orcapythia]

Nothing except maybe having a completely different body and brain because the main issue are the disorders I was born with.

 

[twilightvader]

my mental health

 

[LongJacks]

Having my own social housing (My own space and peace), being cured of my mental illnesses, having benefits because I can't work, getting the spark for gaming again, maybe winning the lottery xD as a bonus

 

[ZeroRedz02]

Being declared basically Jean-D'Arc and sent to crusade by France and the pope would be fucking lit i guess.
In my defense, i think that's just the dream incoded in anyone with french dna.

lol

 

[ihateittoo]

if i could look really pretty I probably wouldnt mind being alive. if god made me into a 7/10 woman id be perfectly content.

 

[cursedcassettes]

I don't know. The world has enough good points about it. I'm even a pretty good point about it. I just want more than I deserve. The meds take away what's bad, and good, about my life, and in their place, I'm a hole. But they also add lots of bad things to my life, which already has plenty of natural afflictions.
Oh, I know. If the bad parts of my life were suddenly my fault, I'd be willing to suffer terminal illness. But because they're not a consequence of my sins (several. Don't ask) I just want to delete myself to prevent my suffering. It's selfish in the extreme, but I don't want to go through it. I wish I were selfish enough to be brave and end things like I keep saying I want to, but I just looked down a high drop and it wasn't enough life so I guess I'm going to suffer some more. Fuck.

 

[LuxFox]

if I just, wasn't experiencing this financial stress, it might be enough to continue living. there are other, horrible things about me, and in my life that make me want to end it, but i could probably stomach that if I knew I was going to be alright, but I know its coming.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wouldn't ever, I don't see how anyone could ever see anything desirable about existing at all, to suffer in this existence to me is the most terrible mistake and no matter what this existence should never be imposed, all that imposing this existence ever does is cause all this dreadful, futile suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I just wish I never suffered in this existence so cruel and futile more than anything.

To me existence will just always be an abomination, non-existence is just all I want and I'll always and only hope for the peace of non-existence where all is gone, forgotten and there is no more suffering, for me non-existence is the positive solution to find peace from this futile, torturous existence that is just waiting to die anyway, it's just so horrible to me how a human can suffer for so long just to face the terrible extreme agony of old age.

 

[Busridin'26]

Kinda similar to OP less burnt out more money.

More connections and friends and community I can be authentic with.

Love in many forms.

To fucntion to live to have a life.

I don't think any of that shit is gonna happen anymore tho.

So thats that.

 

[Forveleth]

Nope. I want to die because I am done with life in general.

 

[cursedcassettes]

I really only despise life in the mornings when I'm alone in my apartment with nothing but myself to rely on. I wish I was, or could become, physically strong enough to get work, but I can't stand up or lift weights long enough to get the only job available to me as a janitor or a street cleaner. It'd save me from needing to make my own food all the time, which is just disgusting and making me sicker and sicker. I should clean up or something, I feel like a homeless person in my own home. It's really not that bad though. Not yet.

 

[hdead]

a lot of money and a place where leaders arent so corrupt. where people arent so harsh.

Sounds like heaven.

 

[Lemelonade]

A few months ago I would have answered "life would be worth living if humans weren't so toxic and obtuse in their ability to learn and change".

But now I'm too far gone I guess. I don't believe anything could change my mind now. I'm tired and just want to go home.

It's not that I think humans are inherently bad or something. We just carry a whole lot of trauma from all the ancestors through the millennia of human existence and we are currently acting it all out on each other. I'm tired of being human in these times. Still I believe that humanity will eventually figure it out and decide to heal ourselves and our planet. I just don't think that enough people are ready for that big shift yet.

I'm not saying I'm better than most people, as I'm obviously opting out of this experience which means I'm also not ready. But there was a time when I was actively healing and growing from my traumas. I just couldn't sustain that level of dedication without a support system of others with the same purpose.

Sometimes I think that I was born at the wrong time and should have been born a few decades or even centuries into the future when societies will have started changing their priorities and people will have become more understanding of each other. I just don't do well in this journey alone in today's profit oriented world.

 

[Mäximum]

Such a large amount of money, that I can live off of it, without having to worry that it is running out.

But I think that is not going to happen anytime soon...

 

[NickyKymJelly]

I think money as well. Aside from living in a better home and never worrying about finances, I would spend it on art supplies, so that I could create art for as long as I have a will to live. I enjoy making cardboard cutouts of my favorite video game characters and posters, but getting the materials is not cheap nor accessible travel wise.

Money can't fix loneliness, unfortunately.