what would have to change?
Personally I'll just roll the dice until I get what I want.
Nothing
I want nothing from this evil imposed life and evil world.
Suicide is my only rational goal
If you got kidnapped and used as a plaything and torture puppet in a basement ... Would it be logical to "enjoy" the scene outside a window or the food evil kidnapers let you have? The kidnappers say But isn't the view of "beautiful" nature or the pleasure of eating food worth the extreme torture, the imprisonment, the lack of choice to exit the situation , the imposition, the humiliation the unending , unbearable constant unbearable pain pain pain? No not by a long a shot. It's obvious then what the goal is escape asap.
The kidnappers say be grateful you can eat food and view nature
I say fuck the stupid pleasure and "beauty" fuck every thing nothing is worth constant unbearable pain and this imposition prison slavery torture they call life a " beautiful gift".
there is no objective purpose to life or to live . As evolution shows they hide from everyone that a human is just that first cell with added horrors such as as brain that is always hungry and a brain that can suffer excruciating constant unbearable pain that is unending
Is evolution true or not ? It's true. What purpose could a cell ( a machine ) or group of conjoined cells have? None. One of many problems is that evolution organized the brain cells in patterns and weights so that the group of cells = the organism can suffer unbearable constant pain : and this they say is a beautiful gift
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There's much more to my rationale a lot I haven't even posted here ( no one might never even realize some of those things i realized: as an example no one talks or acts like we are that first cell but all science and evolution points to that. Also not many act like we are under threat of extreme pain but we are. Imo most don't act like we are all going to die anyway which is the most fundamental truth. Most don't know how bad pain can be
The normies don't know what I posted above but some here might u see they don't know reality .But I'm not going to post those things here. So no one wil know reality .
for me non-existence is the ultimate bliss and I don't want to go through torture to reach non-existence
After death is non-existence forever