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Getting home to my gf and life.
Having the money to cover all my Visa n expenses.
Having the money to cover all my Visa n expenses.
For me, I would never want to get CRPS or have physical body issues. The physical pain is too much. If I didn't have this, I'd be able to work and take care of my family. I don't need much, I just want my health. I think my younger self, before CRPS, would say money, house... All the superficial stuff, but if I could just play games with my kids and enjoy my sex life without having pain every second of the day, I'd be happy.
SovietSuicide
Student
- Jan 8, 2022
- 130
Arot
I see only darkness before me
- Feb 4, 2020
- 37
I want many things I suppose I can be happy with just 2 things.
1. Someone (like a girlfriend) who I can trust, who can listen to my problems, who I can go out on a date. There are many places in my city which I haven't been yet because I have no one to go with.
2. A "decent" job. Note the word "decent". Many (if not all) members of my family went to college and have bachelor's degree or MBA so there's this kind of expectation for me to get a decent job just like them.
Of course I'm not saying that as soon as got those two things I will be instantly happy. Even if I met someone else or get the job I want, it doesn't mean it will stay like that forever. Somehow I keep returning to the same hole I tried to escaped 9 years ago.
1. Someone (like a girlfriend) who I can trust, who can listen to my problems, who I can go out on a date. There are many places in my city which I haven't been yet because I have no one to go with.
2. A "decent" job. Note the word "decent". Many (if not all) members of my family went to college and have bachelor's degree or MBA so there's this kind of expectation for me to get a decent job just like them.
Of course I'm not saying that as soon as got those two things I will be instantly happy. Even if I met someone else or get the job I want, it doesn't mean it will stay like that forever. Somehow I keep returning to the same hole I tried to escaped 9 years ago.
