What would have to happen to make you not suicidal?

[Depressed_Kettle]

Less anxiety

Less mental illness problems. I have ADHD and a few other problems.

A better sense of belonging. Right now I feel like I don't belong anywhere, that I'm an outcast even in groups I feel like I should belong in. I still can't seem to connect.

More motivation or wanting to do something more. Right now I just feel like I'm waiting around to die.

Feeling more connected to people and the world. Right now I feel distanced and alone especially after COVID.

Better memory. I would like to be able to remember moments that gave me joy.

There's a few more personal things I would want too but the above are most of the major things.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

First I would probably need someone in my life that I care enough about to live for. Basically I would need a romantic partner.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

Spoiler: To do that though…

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

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To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

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To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

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To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

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To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

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To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

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To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

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To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

To do that though, I would probably first need to completely change every single habit about myself in order for that to even be possible.

To do that though, I would probably first need someone in my life that I care enough about to change for, probably a romantic partner of some sort.

…and so on and so forth…….

 

[medjooled11]

I don't even know anymore.

 

[Nanako]

It would take a miracle. The biggest reason I want to ctb is due to an incurable physical condition that I have.

 

[Foresight]

It would take a miracle. The biggest reason I want to ctb is due to an incurable physical condition that I have.

Same. Just that one thing for me. I'd go on.

Or having a revelatory experience with God itself and being asked to stick it out.

 

[strangegirl]

The impossible… the ability to go back in time.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

A winning lottery ticket!!!

 

[Depressed_Kettle]

It would take a miracle. The biggest reason I want to ctb is due to an incurable physical condition that I have.

For me it's an incurable (but treatable) mental illness I have.

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

To be forever young and not to be masochistic.

 

[SomeoneDutch]

If I would no longer be socially anxious and/or depressed that would be sufficient. Seems impossible, though.

 

[HappyForever?]

A girlfriend.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing would ever make me not be suicidal. I am not meant for this world and being suicidal is who I am. I simply do not want to exist in a world where there is so much pain and suffering, I want nothing to do with life. I just do not want to have to experience anything, consciousness can be torture. I have never wanted to be alive. I believe that life should not be a thing in the first place.

 

[raining123]

to turn back time & be able to have a family........ the pain is too much............

 

[TerminalConscience]

To be able to connect and function within society.

 

[anywherebuthere]

Time travel to save the people I've lost . Instead , I will soon join them on the other side .

 

[peepo]

I just don't like how the world works. Nothing is going to make me change.

 

[myopybyproxy]

a complete societal overhaul first and foremost

then personally - if i was taller, cisgender or had a way to fix my skeletal structure, had discipline and self control ie not weak, could figure out how to establish and maintain charisma, set meaningful goals that i could achieve and actually worked toward them consistently, found somewhere i belong and wasn't excruciatingly lonely all the time

 

[Kristicide]

Getting another job making at least the same amount of money as I made in my last job. I'd still have my issues of depression, anxiety, health issues but those might be somewhat lessened if I felt the security of being able to pay rent and bills.

 

[PDAnnie2610]

If I'm not born. Not existing will help, heaps.

 

[olkf]

Same as guy above me, not being alive would suffice for a good time

 

[12345678]

A girlfriend.

You will have one, that is not a thing for you should die. Just stick out my friend.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

If my incurable acne disease was cured way back in high school and I took more care for my brain/mental health I wouldn't be in this position and stay away from sex

 

[StarryStarry]

I guess I'm somewhat of a freak. I think about suicide all the time. When I'm stressed, lonely, etc. I've done this my entire life since I was a kid. It somehow or other gives me peace to know that there is a way out of the misery of this life. I wish this wasn't the way I think, but it is. Does anyone else think about it all the time?

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Too far gone to make it to 30 or some shit like that, but I can survive a year or two if I'm (un)lucky.

The most realistic thing is me having some success with mindfulness meditation. Unlikely to happen, since the only thing I can do consistently is to hit the weights (actually, got sick and couldn't do that for a long time, lost all of my progress). It is certain that my life situation won't change in any significant ways, so the only option that's left (aside from "early" CTB) is changing how I perceive this autistic incel NEET life.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

My entire face be changed and brain wiped clean

 

[Mrikaii]

Lack of mental illnesses, better financial situation, better looks and better social skills

 

[Sea Turtle]

I don't think anything could change my mind. On one hand, it's depression, anxiety, and other mental health issues that I don't think can ever be solved. But on the other hand, even if it was solved, I feel like I've put so much consideration into this decision that I fundamentally believe this is the path for me, even if I didn't have depression. For the sake of not living the future of 9-5 jobs, for the sake of not taking up the resources on this planet, for the sake of just being, content. For once.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Lack of mental illnesses, better financial situation, better looks and better social skills

Yup

 

[ProntoFim]

It's tragic, but apparently nothing else would make me change my mind... nothing else makes me want to stay... I feel that there are no more words to be said and no actions to be taken.
I just don't belong in that kind of existence...Being ok doesn't make the world ok, even if I changed for the better, society would still be the same, I don't want to fit into a sick world and a sick reality that consumes your soul

 

[Pain In The Ass]

disabling pain in back, buttocks, hips, knees gone - that's it - I love life otherwise