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Insomniac

Insomniac

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May 21, 2021
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It only taught me that I won't reach them lol.

no but I have been studying intensively 6-8 hours a day for a long time to get better at certain things and make a decent salary.

But the harder I was working, the sharper my mind was becoming and the more I was able to realize that It'd actually take a lifetime to reach the goals that I thought would take 5 years.

That's the one garanteed reward of hard work guys. It helps you become smart enough to realize that you're doomed and accept it now (or not..) instead of living with illusions 🙃
 
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jodes2

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Aug 28, 2022
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Yeah it's not worth the effort
 
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Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
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I wasted many years at college. I only lived to study. And for what? to end like this. It sucks a lot. The more I think the more suicidal I feel.
 
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Insomniac

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May 21, 2021
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I wasted many years at college. I only lived to study. And for what? to end like this. It sucks a lot. The more I think the more suicidal I feel.
Some people study 16h/day and fail and others study 4h/day and pass with flying colors, at least in med school.

In life, it doesn't matter much how hard you work. Some people in this world work x10 harder than you and still earn $2/day.

It's not about the "work smart, not hard" theory either. That theory is BS. Those who know, know.

It's about fate. Fate determins everything. And 80% of us have a terrible fate.

That's all.
 
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theboy

theboy

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Jul 15, 2022
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sad and deep
 
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