"I'm so proud of you for fighting so hard for so long. I'm so sorry I hated you so much when you have always been the only thing I ever had. I'm so proud of you for doing all these things you wanted to do. I'm so glad we're friends now. You and I are the same. I love you. Now let's end it, if this is what we want."
(Maybe sounds weird haha, I would like to say sorry to myself for hating myself in my final words)
And just typing it made me cry