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Xingster

Student
Aug 9, 2018
105
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I think the only thing I will miss (assuming I'll have the capacity to miss things) is drinking water when I'm really thirsty. One of the most satisfying things in life, at least for me.
 
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Querry1

Querry1

life is unfair, ctb or get away
Aug 16, 2018
180
I will miss my friends, trainings and Ayahuasca.
 
LoverofDeath

LoverofDeath

Member
Aug 11, 2018
91
I'll miss my bestfriend/sister the most.. the parks we used to go to and the ducks, squirrels and pigeons we used to feed, my most beloved music, food, sleep, nature, my past, youtube, tumblr, the rain, the night sky and all the visions I used to make years ago about how my life would've been or how I wanted it to be...
 
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Fixin’ToDie

Member
Jun 11, 2018
95
Well to be honest .. can't miss anything when you're dead.
Was waiting for someone to say that! Perhaps a better way of framing the question might be: "What in this world will you be sorry to leave?"
 
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Fixin’ToDie

Member
Jun 11, 2018
95
Coffee, but barely. That's it.
Coffee at my favourite coffee place is one thing in this world I'll definitely be sorry to leave. Every time I go there, which is on a regular basis, I'm thinking it will be my last.
 
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creatureoflight

Mage
Jul 27, 2018
529
Dude.... you honestly want to come back to this world as human again? I pray to god I don't come back again as human

You can come back as whatever you want, you don't have to be human again if you don't want to
 
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Xingster

Student
Aug 9, 2018
105
You can come back as whatever you want, you don't have to be human again if you don't want to
You really believe in being able to come back as whatever you want? Even with suicide
 
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Deleted member 847

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You can come back as whatever you want, you don't have to be human again if you don't want to
No thanks I would rather be a spirit and enjoy astral sex
 
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Dip

Student
Jul 27, 2018
171
Nothing, because I'll be dead ^^
 
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Oblivion

Oblivion

Wizard
Aug 2, 2018
631
Music
Food
Sex (not that im having any lol)
 
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wezel

Experienced
Aug 14, 2018
221
The very few worry free and happy moments I had in my life.
 
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wezel

Experienced
Aug 14, 2018
221
Same here, I can't even remember the last time I was happy...
Same here, I have now only rare fleeting moments of happiness, sort of maybe 2 times a year.
Recently I was in a town where I used to live at a time when my life was OK. And for about 2 hours, it was a sunny morning, walking around there I felt like in the old days. It was very special, felt like a déjà vu.
It used to be more often like that - before my life turned into a hellhole.
 
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Suicideisnirvana

Suicideisnirvana

Specialist
Aug 4, 2018
312
The feeling of liberation i had since i planned for sure my suicide.
 
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wezel

Experienced
Aug 14, 2018
221
The feeling of liberation i had since i planned for sure my suicide.
That is a very good observation. I feel the same. It took so much pressure and desperation off...
 
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AntiLifeEric

AntiLifeEric

Student
Jun 20, 2018
145
I hope that I end up in a place where I don't need to miss much. I won't miss physical and psychological cravings and desires. My family is the only thing that I'd really worry about.
 
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CRM

Idiot
Jul 13, 2018
190
The imaginary worlds I've created. Probably shouldn't even count; you can't miss something that never existed in the first place.

Thinking about them made me feel better, though.
 
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QueenEtna

Gone
Jul 29, 2018
256
Gaming, drawing and reading.
 
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Un-

I'm a failure. An absolute waste. A LOSEr.
Apr 6, 2021
652
Waking up with tears in my eyes. Crying - well, feeling like crying but being unable to - multiple times a day. Emotional and physical pain. Staying in bed for days at a time because I'm too depressed to move. Loneliness. Thinking about how she's having sex with him, and whispering that she loves him more than she ever loved anyone. Feeling a severe disconnect between people who've had happiness before. Feeling shitty because I've never been close with my family before. Thinking about putting a gun in my mouth every - and I mean every - second that I'm awake. God, how I'll miss these things.
 
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WhatPowerIs

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,049
Waking up with tears in my eyes. Crying - well, feeling like crying but being unable to - multiple times a day. Emotional and physical pain. Staying in bed for days at a time because I'm too depressed to move. Loneliness. Thinking about how she's having sex with him, and whispering that she loves him more than she ever loved anyone. Feeling a severe disconnect between people who've had happiness before. Feeling shitty because I've never been close with my family before. Thinking about putting a gun in my mouth every - and I mean every - second that I'm awake. God, how I'll miss these things.
Why would you miss these things? They all sound so horrible.
 
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Un-

I'm a failure. An absolute waste. A LOSEr.
Apr 6, 2021
652
Why would you miss these things? They all sound so horrible.
It's sarcasm. I'm uh.. Implying that I won't miss anything. Not because I'm.. That depressed, but I don't have anything to miss. I have had no joy.
 
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keitaro

uwu
Jul 10, 2022
511
when i leave, i won't miss anything. i'll be dead. i will finally be at peace.
eternal peace.
 
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WhatPowerIs

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,049
It's sarcasm. I'm uh.. Implying that I won't miss anything. Not because I'm.. That depressed, but I don't have anything to miss. I have had no joy.
I'm sorry, I'm usually good at catching sarcasm but this time I couldn't. The loneliness, the crying, the disconnect from other people, are all things I feel too. Life really is not easy for anybody...

To answer the thread question, the thing I'll miss most about this world will be comedy. Humor. Laughing. Joy. I'll miss the beautiful sights too, of which there are many, but very few that I've gotten to see myself.
 
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Guest
This thread is so O l d

T rex vs triceratops s1
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
Nothing, because I'll get it all in the next :-)
 
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Deleted member 847

Guest
Nothing, because I'll get it all in the next :-)
what next? next life? you mean we respawn?

:O

who decides who's the loser and the winner in our next life? God?
someone has to be the pray (loser), we can't all be predators (winners)
it's how the system works
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,269
Absolutely nothing if I was capable of missing anything after I am gone. To me existence is suffering and if there was anything positive about living it would be just a delusion. Non existence will always be preferable to any kind of life. To die would be ideal, everything about living feels wrong and I am horrified that I exist.
 
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