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anna

anna

downfall
Mar 18, 2018
441
non-human animals, nature and music
 
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Ashpac

Ashpac

Lost and always will be.
Jul 22, 2018
795
Football.
All you can eat chinese buffets.
Netflix.
Certain family members.

Thats it :)
 
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Deleted_9cKnXB34QG

Mage
Jun 26, 2018
501
Trucks and tourist buses. I wish I could ride a truck one more time before I off myself, it's so much fun!

But technically I won't miss anything - I'll be dead :P
 
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boozlepuzzle

Member
Aug 14, 2018
27
Music and cinema
 
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Over n' Out

Over n' Out

△△△△△△△△△△△△
Aug 5, 2018
196
I can't compute the question as 'missing' is an emotion caused by being deprived. After death there is no emotion so no deprivation so no 'missing'.

Now if I imagine next week I will be going to prison, in solitary confinement for years I could ask myself what I will miss most.
Then I could make a list but it would need checking after a year to see if turned out to be true. Maybe some things are easily forgotten when forced to be. Maybe things would be on the list in a year that don't seem important now.
 
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Wantingpeace

Wantingpeace

Wizard
Aug 16, 2018
672
I miss everything as I seem to have been lobotomised from a drug. 3 years life disappeared
 
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Maya

Member
Apr 24, 2018
29
My nieces. Ilove them both soo much
My service dog. Shes my best friend
Art, its been my reason for living through all this for so long but when im in a mixed episode like this i cant draw
Stories, videogames, books, dnd anything that added creative hopeful flare to my life
 
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Xingster

Student
Aug 9, 2018
105
I can't compute the question as 'missing' is an emotion caused by being deprived. After death there is no emotion so no deprivation so no 'missing'.

Now if I imagine next week I will be going to prison, in solitary confinement for years I could ask myself what I will miss most.
Then I could make a list but it would need checking after a year to see if turned out to be true. Maybe some things are easily forgotten when forced to be. Maybe things would be on the list in a year that don't seem important now.

I see you point. I thought about the same thing when composing the thread. After death, you cannot really "miss" anything, or feel sad about anything.. or even feel proud that you made it... it's just zero, nothing, nada...

But I guess imagine your spirit leaves your body and hovers over this universe for a little bit while drifting away, and it observes, and has some intelligence and emotions left....
 
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Xingster

Student
Aug 9, 2018
105
Trucks and tourist buses. I wish I could ride a truck one more time before I off myself, it's so much fun!

But technically I won't miss anything - I'll be dead :P
Is riding a truck really that much fun? You mean those giant trucks? Were you sitting next to the driver?
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,827
Football.
All you can eat chinese buffets.
Netflix.
Certain family members.

Thats it :)
me to
All you can eat chinese buffets. and football on tv
 
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Ashpac

Ashpac

Lost and always will be.
Jul 22, 2018
795
me to
All you can eat chinese buffets. and football on tv

My kind of person, too bad we werent neighbours, could of went out in style together.
 
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MortDeVivre

MortDeVivre

"If a battle cannot be won, do not fight it."
May 31, 2018
140
Coffee, but barely. That's it.
 
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Sharethepain

Sharethepain

We forge the chains we wear in life.
May 2, 2018
153
Making someone else feel better - helping people that is.

and Her.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
  • Going to my Meetup.com get-togethers; the combination of getting drunk and just being able to talk to people for the sake of talking has been my escape recently. I think it's the lack of expectations and just being able to live in that moment that I enjoy.
  • Animals, cuddling my sister's cat who seems happy to see me
  • Dining out
  • Coin collecting - it sounds silly but it's a little thing that can make a difference to my day, if I find one I haven't seen before or I've wanted for a while. What would happen to my collection?
 
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Imaginos

Imaginos

Full-time layabout
Apr 7, 2018
638
Sleeping
Music
Video Games
Taking a really satisfying dump

That's honestly all I can think of. Although, it does feel a little disingenuous to even mention music/video games, since I already miss them, in a sense, and the joy they used to give me. Sleeping also doesn't really count, since what better sleep is there than the sleep of death? In the end, that just leaves never again experiencing a nice, euphoric bowel movement. Pretty fitting for life as a whole I'd say.

c2e986c57b2dec507301f91146ff15cf.jpg
 
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Xingster

Student
Aug 9, 2018
105
Sleeping
Music
Video Games
Taking a really satisfying dump

That's honestly all I can think of. Although, it does feel a little disingenuous to even mention music/video games, since I already miss them, in a sense, and the joy they used to give me. Sleeping also doesn't really count, since what better sleep is there than the sleep of death? In the end, that just leaves never again experiencing a nice, euphoric bowel movement. Pretty fitting for life as a whole I'd say.

c2e986c57b2dec507301f91146ff15cf.jpg

Hahaha! Nice meme
 
Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Well to be honest .. can't miss anything when you're dead.
 
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John Smith

John Smith

Arcanist
Aug 6, 2018
424
I will miss my family and my dogs but i will have a new family once i reincarnate, maybe next life will be better
 
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Xingster

Student
Aug 9, 2018
105
I will miss my family and my dogs but i will have a new family once i reincarnate, maybe next life will be better

Dude.... you honestly want to come back to this world as human again? I pray to god I don't come back again as human
 
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John Smith

John Smith

Arcanist
Aug 6, 2018
424
Dude.... you honestly want to come back to this world as human again? I pray to god I don't come back again as human
Id prefer to never reincarnate as anything,just live in bliss forever but i doubt ill have that option
 
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Xingster

Student
Aug 9, 2018
105
I'm honestly very surprised that so many people said that they will miss their family.... I was under the impression that I am one of the only few who is having a hard time letting go of family
 
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Xingster

Student
Aug 9, 2018
105
  • Going to my Meetup.com get-togethers; the combination of getting drunk and just being able to talk to people for the sake of talking has been my escape recently. I think it's the lack of expectations and just being able to live in that moment that I enjoy.
  • Animals, cuddling my sister's cat who seems happy to see me
  • Dining out
  • Coin collecting - it sounds silly but it's a little thing that can make a difference to my day, if I find one I haven't seen before or I've wanted for a while. What would happen to my collection?

Based on your Avator, I thought you would at least mention bacon... lol....
What kind of meet-ups do you go to
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
It always amazes me that there are people out there like you, who are actively engaged in fitness and self-care, but are just as desperate about dying. There is this guy on YouTube that I follow, Bignoknow, jacked body, super active with his lifestyle.... just as mentally unstable (for yeeeaarrrss) and at times suicidal....
I worked my butt off at gym today and yes still suicidal regularly. It does somewhat lower my suicidal ideation but doesn't make it go away. It gives me a break from thinking about it because it's a distraction, lifts mood, you feel more limber, less crippled.
 
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Gone

New Member
Aug 16, 2018
2
My best friend, my chihuahua, died in May... So I will miss nothing.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
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Gone

New Member
Aug 16, 2018
2
I miss him every day.
 
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borncoldsteel

borncoldsteel

Insufficient Funds
Apr 17, 2018
11
I think the only thing I will miss (assuming I'll have the capacity to miss things) is drinking water when I'm really thirsty. One of the most satisfying things in life, at least for me.
 
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