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Yavannah

Yavannah

Autistic & miserable
Jul 18, 2022
158
is there any real chance a new method similiar to SN which was at the beginning easy accessible for almost all people and less painful than many popular method will be discovered or are these times over for our community?
is it really back to to the brutal methods like hanging, jumping, train, and guns (for the ,,lucky'' ones that live in a country with access to guns..) ?
methods like scuba and the charcoal method are often times too complicated for people with cognitive impairments /brain damage which i know many people in this forum are affected by (me included).
the N era has come to its end and i feel like the many last remaining SN sources will be gone soon too.
yes maybe in the future there will be people selling it on the dark web but i know that border control now screens for SN like an illegal substance and people are getting wellness visits again.
it feels so hopeless and the only thing keeping me from losing it and ending up in the psych ward is the hope of the discovery of a new method.
i feel so delusional but there has to be something out there, right?😢😭😭
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,420
There will always be new methods popping up just like there are trends in fashion or pop culture.

A few years ago hibachi suicides became all the rage.

Then since 2018/2019 it became SN.

If you want to distract yourself goggle "suicide methods and trends over time".

Just like illegal drugs, there is always a market and someone will always come up with something that satisfies the market.

SN is also just one of thousands of chemical compounds.

It worked for a while, then authorities cracked down and in a couple months or years the next trend will emerge.

wack a mole

The question is just when, how, how much and how you can manage to pass the time until then.

Hugs.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
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Hibachi like the actor from parasite. Carbon monoxide, painless , odorless, the silence killer, they call it.

X numbers of accidental deaths and x numbers of suicide.

The good old carbon monoxide.
 
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Reggierino

Member
Jan 11, 2024
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Yavannah:

Somewhere I wrote two answers, but I am a newbie on this site and I don't (yet) know how to navigate to them. If you can, please tell me how.

In one answer I detailed a method to separate SN from curing salt. While pure SN may be difficult to obtain these days, curing salt is readily available, and one can get pure SN from the curing salt. At least I THINK it is possible. Perhaps another member has pointed out a flaw in my procedure, but I don't know because I can't get back to my explanation. Better luck to you.

In another answer, I outlined a way of using propane available in the 20-pound tanks used for BBQs. Again, I don't know how to navigate to this answer; for all I know there may be problems noted. In this answer, I propose a procedure that makes the exit look accidental, for those who prefer to preclude trauma to family members.
 
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stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
709
There will always be new methods popping up just like there are trends in fashion or pop culture.

A few years ago hibachi suicides became all the rage.

Then since 2018/2019 it became SN.

If you want to distract yourself goggle "suicide methods and trends over time".

Just like illegal drugs, there is always a market and someone will always come up with something that satisfies the market.

SN is also just one of thousands of chemical compounds.

It worked for a while, then authorities cracked down and in a couple months or years the next trend will emerge.

wack a mole

The question is just when, how, how much and how you can manage to pass the time until then.

Hugs.
This gives me sooo much hope. What a brilliant perspective. Thank you.
 
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Yavannah

Yavannah

Autistic & miserable
Jul 18, 2022
158
Hibachi like the actor from parasite. Carbon monoxide, painless , odorless, the silence killer, they call it.

X numbers of accidental deaths and x numbers of suicide.

The good old carbon monoxide.
Hi
are you planning on using carbon monoxide to ctb?
how complicated is this method?
There will always be new methods popping up just like there are trends in fashion or pop culture.

A few years ago hibachi suicides became all the rage.

Then since 2018/2019 it became SN.

If you want to distract yourself goggle "suicide methods and trends over time".

Just like illegal drugs, there is always a market and someone will always come up with something that satisfies the market.

SN is also just one of thousands of chemical compounds.

It worked for a while, then authorities cracked down and in a couple months or years the next trend will emerge.

wack a mole

The question is just when, how, how much and how you can manage to pass the time until then.

Hugs.
Hi
thank you for answering!
you gave me a little bit of new hope..💓
im researching everyday but im literally too stupid (cognitive impairments due to autism) for most methods😞
im not at a point where im ok with a certain amount of pain i just have to be sure that i will succeed at the end.
wish things were easier for all of us!
🫂
 
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Old Friend

Old Friend

Sleep well, Airstrip One.
Sep 24, 2023
477
Some will move to inert gas and CO, which are more peaceful than SN. Some might just give up. I imagine a good many will hang themselves.
 
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Yavannah

Autistic & miserable
Jul 18, 2022
158
This gives me sooo much hope. What a brilliant perspective. Thank you.
they gave me hope too💖
Yavannah:

Somewhere I wrote two answers, but I am a newbie on this site and I don't (yet) know how to navigate to them. If you can, please tell me how.

In one answer I detailed a method to separate SN from curing salt. While pure SN may be difficult to obtain these days, curing salt is readily available, and one can get pure SN from the curing salt. At least I THINK it is possible. Perhaps another member has pointed out a flaw in my procedure, but I don't know because I can't get back to my explanation. Better luck to you.

In another answer, I outlined a way of using propane available in the 20-pound tanks used for BBQs. Again, I don't know how to navigate to this answer; for all I know there may be problems noted. In this answer, I propose a procedure that makes the exit look accidental, for those who prefer to preclude trauma to family members.
Hi
are you able to use the search function?
Yavannah:

Somewhere I wrote two answers, but I am a newbie on this site and I don't (yet) know how to navigate to them. If you can, please tell me how.

In one answer I detailed a method to separate SN from curing salt. While pure SN may be difficult to obtain these days, curing salt is readily available, and one can get pure SN from the curing salt. At least I THINK it is possible. Perhaps another member has pointed out a flaw in my procedure, but I don't know because I can't get back to my explanation. Better luck to you.

In another answer, I outlined a way of using propane available in the 20-pound tanks used for BBQs. Again, I don't know how to navigate to this answer; for all I know there may be problems noted. In this answer, I propose a procedure that makes the exit look accidental, for those who prefer to preclude trauma to family members.
Hi
you can find your answers in your profile under your threads > threads with your answers.
i've also thought that there must be a way to seperate the SN from regular curing salt - but i dont know if a layman with no lab would be able to successfully do this.. but i will search for your explanations - ty for sharing💕

This gives me sooo much hope. What a brilliant perspective. Thank you.
 
DesperateOne

DesperateOne

Specialist
May 25, 2023
313
Wait what? There are border screenings for SN now? I just ordered mine today from a Polish online store.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,322
You can search in the tool bar , there is the co megathread, I dont have the link right now, but it seems easy for the actor of parasite.
 
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stuckinthemud

Student
Nov 14, 2023
120
Wait what? There are border screenings for SN now? I just ordered mine today from a Polish online store.
Depends where you live. Atm it's very hard getting it to the UK. Everywhere else doesn't seem too difficult
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,451
SN was over rated anyway. Slow, unreliable and requires other drugs to work properly.

Check out the megathreads, there's plenty of better ways.

I'd guess this year Fentanyl or pentobarbital will be top of the holy grail methods, at least until something else new comes up or more darknet sites selling them get raided and shutdown.

Failing that, always hanging, jumping, CO, H2S, nitrogen, helium...
 
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Yavannah

Yavannah

Autistic & miserable
Jul 18, 2022
158
Some will move to inert gas and CO, which are more peaceful than SN. Some might just give up. I imagine a good many will hang themselves.
i also think that many will resort to hanging 😞 Philip Nitschkes inert gas sarco sounded so promising but the Swiss VAD organization terminated the cooperation and media claim it was only a PR scam …
i've tried this in the past - i was not able to get it right :(
but maybe i should try again since i dont have much options 😶
i hope you will succeed if its really what you wish to do🧡
 
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sewycidial

Member
Jan 13, 2024
92
SN was over rated anyway. Slow, unreliable and requires other drugs to work properly.

Check out the megathreads, there's plenty of better ways.

I'd guess this year Fentanyl or pentobarbital will be top of the holy grail methods, at least until something else new comes up or more darknet sites selling them get raided and shutdown.

Failing that, always hanging, jumping, CO, H2S, nitrogen, helium...
N seems like the best method and SN seemed a little promising if SN wasn't so hard to source as well. Opiates are easy to get but I don't know if the method is a reliable way to CTB
 
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Abyssal

Abyssal

Kill me
Nov 26, 2023
1,276
SN isn't an option for me so I'm doing another method. I guess that's what we'd do. Anyone truly wanting to die will find a way.
 
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drownll

drownll

Student
Jul 7, 2023
126
I don't worry about all this personally, when the time comes i will partial
This method will always be avaiable, even prisoners manage to partial with things like a towel or a drawcord. It's pretty reliable if you learn to do it right, but even if you fail the consequences are not nearly as desastrous as other popular methods.
 
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wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,420
SN was over rated anyway. Slow, unreliable and requires other drugs to work properly.

Check out the megathreads, there's plenty of better ways.

I'd guess this year Fentanyl or pentobarbital will be top of the holy grail methods, at least until something else new comes up or more darknet sites selling them get raided and shutdown.

Failing that, always hanging, jumping, CO, H2S, nitrogen, helium...
I disagree about SN. It's my backup method. 😉

However I do agree that fentanyl or M30s/illicit drugs cut with fen will get more attention.

Most other options are simply a logistical nightmare, especially if living with others.

Ever lugged a CO2 cylinder into a 4th floor apartment with roommates?

IMO hanging is still quite painful and so are the classic other methods.

So yes… a "how to" thread about how to find your local fentanyl dealer would be awesome!

I'd lap that up! Beats standing outside Walmart and randomly asking people 😂
 
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Reggierino

Member
Jan 11, 2024
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SN was over rated anyway. Slow, unreliable and requires other drugs to work properly.

Check out the megathreads, there's plenty of better ways.

I'd guess this year Fentanyl or pentobarbital will be top of the holy grail methods, at least until something else new comes up or more darknet sites selling them get raided and shutdown.

Failing that, always hanging, jumping, CO, H2S, nitrogen, helium...
Propane looks promising.

Fentanyl requires injection into a vein, which can be painful; and even professionals can miss the vein. Too painful for me (I know, I'm a sissy.) However, can one just apply a bunch of patches? .

Helium is now in short supply around the world, and the helium in tanks supposed to inflate party balloons has now been diluted so that death is no longer guaranteed or even likely.
 
caninecomposer

caninecomposer

Unappreciated artist
Dec 18, 2023
142
I'm going with Nitrogen. I didn't trust myself to assemble everything correctly, but I'm determined to succeed, and I'm gonna work up the self-confidence to achieve permanent peace before life goes downhill and I no longer have that option available.
 
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DesperateOne

Specialist
May 25, 2023
313
SN was over rated anyway. Slow, unreliable and requires other drugs to work properly.

Check out the megathreads, there's plenty of better ways.

I'd guess this year Fentanyl or pentobarbital will be top of the holy grail methods, at least until something else new comes up or more darknet sites selling them get raided and shutdown.

Failing that, always hanging, jumping, CO, H2S, nitrogen, helium...
Fentanyl might be an insanely weird thing to get since you have no idea what you are buying, especially if one has no connections/experience. At least with SN you got it from companies which vouch for its quality and purity.
 
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wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,420
Propane looks promising.

Fentanyl requires injection into a vein, which can be painful; and even professionals can miss the vein. Too painful for me (I know, I'm a sissy.) However, can one just apply a bunch of patches? .

Helium is now in short supply around the world, and the helium in tanks supposed to inflate party balloons has now been diluted so that death is no longer guaranteed or even likely.
Afaik patches are designed to slow release the drug and that's why addicts have a method to draw out the drug or alternatively smoke patches? But I would look that up before randomly lighting up 😂

I'm thinking more of oxy that is cut with fentanyl (or whatever junk). I believe they are called M30's and are fairly common, but you never know what you'll get off the street from a rando. So not too reliable.
 
SilentSadness

SilentSadness

Sitting in the darkness.
Feb 28, 2023
975
There will always be new methods popping up just like there are trends in fashion or pop culture.

A few years ago hibachi suicides became all the rage.

Then since 2018/2019 it became SN.

If you want to distract yourself goggle "suicide methods and trends over time".

Just like illegal drugs, there is always a market and someone will always come up with something that satisfies the market.

SN is also just one of thousands of chemical compounds.

It worked for a while, then authorities cracked down and in a couple months or years the next trend will emerge.

wack a mole

The question is just when, how, how much and how you can manage to pass the time until then.

Hugs.
Suicide methods are not a "trend" and people don't choose a method because it's "trendy" they usually just want an end to their suffering using any method available.
 
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wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,420
Suicide methods are not a "trend" and people don't choose a method because it's "trendy" they usually just want an end to their suffering using any method available.
Well. That's your opinion.

Mine is that there are methods that rise and fall in trendiness. You have the classics that will always be around and then you have trends that come and go as they are available.

Just like drugs of the 80s, 90s are not what you find nowadays. Again - apart from the classics like cocaine or heroine. But even then the way how it's used changes.

And yes. In the end we are looking for relief and a way to end our suffering.
 
Old Friend

Old Friend

Sleep well, Airstrip One.
Sep 24, 2023
477
Not really. People like SN because it is reasonably peaceful (compared to most methods at least), accessible (though that's changing fast) and relatively easy to execute once you have the few things required.

All of the so-called "classic" methods have their own drawbacks.

No one takes SN because it's "trendy". Yes, that's my opinion and it also happens to be correct.
 
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