Yavannah
Autistic & miserable
- Jul 18, 2022
- 178
is there any real chance a new method similiar to SN which was at the beginning easy accessible for almost all people and less painful than many popular method will be discovered or are these times over for our community?
is it really back to to the brutal methods like hanging, jumping, train, and guns (for the ,,lucky'' ones that live in a country with access to guns..) ?
methods like scuba and the charcoal method are often times too complicated for people with cognitive impairments /brain damage which i know many people in this forum are affected by (me included).
the N era has come to its end and i feel like the many last remaining SN sources will be gone soon too.
yes maybe in the future there will be people selling it on the dark web but i know that border control now screens for SN like an illegal substance and people are getting wellness visits again.
it feels so hopeless and the only thing keeping me from losing it and ending up in the psych ward is the hope of the discovery of a new method.
i feel so delusional but there has to be something out there, right?
is it really back to to the brutal methods like hanging, jumping, train, and guns (for the ,,lucky'' ones that live in a country with access to guns..) ?
methods like scuba and the charcoal method are often times too complicated for people with cognitive impairments /brain damage which i know many people in this forum are affected by (me included).
the N era has come to its end and i feel like the many last remaining SN sources will be gone soon too.
yes maybe in the future there will be people selling it on the dark web but i know that border control now screens for SN like an illegal substance and people are getting wellness visits again.
it feels so hopeless and the only thing keeping me from losing it and ending up in the psych ward is the hope of the discovery of a new method.
i feel so delusional but there has to be something out there, right?