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Please try to spend at least the last your days well. I will try too It's difficult, of course, to abstract ourselves from all the problems and pain, but I think it's worth trying - there are a lot of good things in the world, but we devalue them because we are focused on our pain
Thank you, I'm going to indulge in my favorite things for the last of my days. And I really hope you can find comfort and some good things too.
I will try to stop you)) I will send you a postcard and write a congratulation so that you don't feel so lonely.
In my country, we also don't celebrate Catholic Christmas, but even though I'm an atheist, I have to admit that I like this holiday. Although I mostly know about it from American and European films, I really like the spirit of Christmas.
When I was a kid this was the best time of the year (I grew up in another country than where I live now) and I still liked the Xmas season and the new year celebrations. But since a few year since every year is just decline and ends lower than my last year I started to dislike it.
This sounds so exaggeratedly gloomy that I don't even know whether it's sad or funny - damn it sounds terrible even for this forum, but lol I just thought that about the same "gift" would be waiting for my landlord))) Nevertheless - it's a pity that so many people here are so caught up in their depression and many will never be able to get out of it. I wish everyone your Christmas wishes come true - no matter how dark those dreams may be.
Yes, sometimes there is nothing worse than drunken relatives)) Alcohol makes disgusting animals out of people. I don't drink, but one day I was in a bad mood and got drunk with my client in restaurant - then I vomited all over his room and left with $300 just for nothing - now he'll probably never use the services of escort girls)))
I will also be lonely on Christmas, but not completely - I will buy something tasty for our stray cats that I feed - unfortunately they are wild and will never be able to find a loving family. I feed them every day but it's special cat food so they have strong teeth, but for Christmas I'm planning to buy them some good meat. You can also do something like this to not feel too lonely. I usually don't have good relationships with people, but cats are just angels - unfortunately, sometimes these angels also need help. Although I am a psychopath with a low level of empathy, the fact that I feed stray cats makes me a little kinder and brings a little joy not only to me but also to these cats. Before I started doing this, I didn't know that sharing something with someone could bring joy.
Today I published a photo of my bag of sodium nitrite in one of my topics, but mods deleted it - on my bag of technical nitrite it is written that "guaranteed if the packaging is not damaged is 6 months" - now I also have a headache on this topic(( although I won't wait long and plan ctb in a month at most, nevertheless it makes me nervous. I read here on the forum that the shelf life is at least three years. I hope that my nitrite will be effective. I didn't do the aq tests - the bag is tight sealed and I don't want to break its integrity until I'm ready to drink
