Discussion What will be your last thought?

[Throwmyselfaway]

Thinking of Avalon

 

[nerve]

Don't puke.

 

[Thinking Beyond]

fuck you Universe!

Was that directed to me?

 

[BPDbitch]

I'll think about the people I love. I'll be listening to music too to try and relax myself a bit.

 

[Inferdan]

*dun, dun* Fuck this shit I'm out :p

Honestly, I wouldn't know, could be anything, really.

 

[Mooshi]

I know I'll be listening to music before I go, but I can't say for sure what my last thought will be..

 

[Antibody246]

freedom

 

[Yomyom]

I know I'll be listening to music before I go, but I can't say for sure what my last thought will be..

I want to listen to that again before I'll die

 

[Cadō]

"Let peace, reign."

 

[blivogade]

Most likely similar to what OP said, something along the lines of regret as i plan to hang and will have a few seconds of panicked thoughts before i black out.

 

[Navneel]

This is not fair, my loving Lord! I can't deserve so intense pain! I wish you too have your boss and harshly beaten up by him.

 

[new life]

At least i will be at peace now. Nice long sleep.

 

[StillWaiting]

"Good night and sweet dreams'

 

[alexK]

"Earthly maggots, here I come. Lol. Hope you're hungry.. sigh"

 

[rntmss]

I came very very close to CTB recently and was found.

My last thought before I lost consciousnesses? "I need to lie down"

I didn't think of anything else aside from basic SI. Didn't think of my family, any memories, nothing. Just "I need to lie down"

It was very shocking to look back on. I thought I'd reflect on my life and other things but nope. Just straight up base level SI

 

[a.h]

Mine is "Oh my god, what have I done?!!
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I think that is likely to happen from od of meds unless it's N,sn, f or other opiate. Like studies say they are so painfull that big majority of people call help and fail with that

Depending on the method and circumstances, the thoughts might be utterly different.
Once I was thinking that I am dying and it was something like "I accept the death if it comes"
But let's fantasize what they actually can be:
"It is sad to die because I have never lived before"
"Faster, faster! I am too anxious, I am tired of waiting"
"Well, this is going too quickly, my metabolism always surprises me"
"What if I stop now. There is nothing left, all the bridges are burnt to the pile"
"Shit, I want to take a pee"
"Did I clean all the traces on my phone?"
"If an officer was caught, he would take cyanide pill and it is noble because he would not become a traitor"
And so on...

Resetting the phone takes away all files. I read an article where police said that even if people empty phone they can get back the last 2 months from it if the phone is found. I think that's files and photos though.

In other thread people said to reset the phone and brake it/burn it well or reset it, take battery out of the phone and dumb it at least 3 postal codes away from your place.
I would ask Google to empty all my info too even I have used only Duckduckcouf c go for years. They collect all your searches under your name and sometimes news write publicly of what deceased ones (from suicide etc.) had searched from Google. Often media picks the most embarrassing or insulting staff there to tell the world.

 

[Squiddy]

"I love you mom, dad, insert sister and brother name and both grandmas and friends"

 

[zeroambition]

"What if there's life after death? Will I be punished for commiting suicide?"

 

[Lutembëe]

Sorry Mom, I can't do this anymore

 

[new life]

"Good night and sweet dreams'

I will most likely be thinking this aswell.

 

[a.h]

"What if there's life after death? Will I be punished for commiting suicide?"

If you believe in Bible there is nothing even hinted that its wrong, little bit on the contrary as I understand it (the original Bible texts translated to English)
I think that only the person himself judges his own choices in afterlife and this life is just learning experience. Just as millions people with nde has said.

But nobody knows anything for sure. I would never feel right doing it to harm others but on contrary ease the pain for me and others too.

 

[RayoSinSol]

*the static of a fragmenting ego drowning into nothingness*

 

[faust]

Resetting the phone takes away all files. I read an article where police said that even if people empty phone they can get back the last 2 months from it if the phone is found. I think that's files and photos though.

In other thread people said to reset the phone and brake it/burn it well or reset it, take battery out of the phone and dumb it at least 3 postal codes away from your place.
I would ask Google to empty all my info too even I have used only Duckduckcouf c go for years. They collect all your searches under your name and sometimes news write publicly of what deceased ones (from suicide etc.) had searched from Google. Often media picks the most embarrassing or insulting staff there to tell the world.

I actually did that a few times. You just need some software to download and restore the necessary files. The thing you could do is downloading another software which will make it impossible to restore.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I'll probably unintentionally think of this thread, and then I'll think, "Fucking Yomyom."

 

[Yomyom]

I'll probably unintentionally think of this thread, and then I'll think, "Fucking Yomyom."

Oh, I'm flattered

 

[Vault of Memories]

I'd like it to be something along the lines of "I'm happy, I'll finally be rid of this nightmare", but when the time comes I know I'm going to be worrying about waking up in the ICU.

 

[Lost]

I did it. Finely peace

 

[Chronicillness]

Probably fear related dialogue

 

[LifeCutOpen]

I will probably be very sad for my loved ones, and I'm scared of that being my last thought and feeling.

 

[Vault of Memories]

I will probably be very sad for my loved ones, and I'm scared of that being my last thought and feeling.

The thought of the pain it'll cause my loved ones is the only reason I'm still here. Though I can't quite fathom why anyone would care if I'm alive or dead, I know some will be upset. I guess I just I just have this subhuman view of myself.