Hoping I have enough where I can charge a gun to my bank because I get a limit before I get penalties. Hope to be gone by then. If I can't, my options are H²S gas, OD on blood pressure meds, or possibly overdose on benadryl. I don't care if I end up as a vegetable. Brain dead is good enough for me and I'll have signed no extraordinary measures to keep me alive. It's my time. It's long overdue.