What were your happiest moments in life?

[divinemistress36]

The few happy moments you had in life what were they? Mine were as a kid going with friends to the amusement park. It was so carefree, andrenaline rushes and freeing to be on the rollercoasters and rides

 

[Griever]

Buy things from my wish list because it's the little things that count or I'm just addicted to shopping

 

[technicallyAlive]

When I was younger I played with toys a lot. I was a steretypical girly who was obsessed with toys and dolls and I liked playing outside with them with my cousins. Life was just very stable and I used to be so carefree when I was younger. I miss that so much

 

[divinemistress36]

When I was younger I played with toys a lot. I was a steretypical girly who was obsessed with toys and dolls and I liked playing outside with them with my cousins. Life was just very stable and I used to be so carefree when I was younger. I miss that so much

I loved playing Barbies ans American girl dolls

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

Below the age of 8: the first day of Christmas vacation from school and the last day of school for the summer. There was also exactly one day I clearly remember not feeling anxious for a few hours when I was about 10. Nothing after that.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Days out with my Nana and Dad when I was young.

 

[Darkover]

i was fairly content all the way up into the age of 18 my happiest time was with my first girlfriend between the age of 16 and 18 after that everything went down hill

 

[veinofether]

My first night at my first own apartment. It was tiny but I was safe. Free. Peaceful. I wish I'd appreciated it more back then and had a chance to just be before I was dragged back into a relationship..

 

[cowboypants]

Honestly I felt the most alive when engaging around girls my age uptill middle school when our school made us sit with opposite gender to stop chit chat. Only some really I could get along with though.

I would otherwise mostly be indifferent to life and depressed probably stemming from mom issues.

I used to go to tennis class as a kid. I played tennis one time with this girl who was really like pro amateur level. My coaches paired with her since I was the most experienced one others were very younger. I was able to almost keep up with her for an hour and even some of my coaches were shocked I could play that well lol. My ankle got muscle pull at the end of it, I had to limp back home but I didn't show any of it to save face as best I could. Even then I didn't talk much because of insecurity and I was gasping for air but wish she could have shown some mercy I couldn't even hit her fast balls and was exhausted but I wanted to play since its a rare chance and was amused myself I could play that well.

Later the opportunities grew less and less I was always pretty shy and introvert so it became pretty much nil.

 

[The Unanswered Q]

As pathetic as it sounds, primary school. It was the only time in my life I had more than one irl friend and hobbies that weren't just rotting in front of a screen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing, I'd never be happy to be forced into this horrific reality where there is all this endless cruelty and suffering, existence to me really does feel like the most terrible tragic mistake and I see it as an abomination to exist, the fact that this existence was imposed is the most terrible tragedy to me and I'd just never wish to exist at all.

I'd never wish to be conscious of anything rather all I want is to erase my existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and for me non-existence where all is gone and forgotten really is all that's positive. I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again and no matter what I'd prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited amounts destined to decay and die anyway, I find it terrifying how a human can exist for so long just to be tortured by old age.

 

[Dark Moon]

Probably when I was a child it still wasn't great but I was somewhat happy when we had family outings on the weekends like going to the parks, funfair stuff like that.

 

[IDontKnowEverything]

When I could get absorbed into places I really liked. Books, games, just stories stories stories and it was amazing in a sense.. because I genuinely loved it.
Also whenever I would get a gift. Idc if it's cheaper than a pack of gum, a girl once asked me if I wanted a tiny paper and I still have it years later.

 

[Unhumanly.]

when I was given flower named 'the promise flower' , silly concept, but it mean when the flower is placed in my place, the person who placed it promised to come back to me until the flower are taken again

but I find them no longer blooming

 

[SteamaHorns]

Late night gaming or watch sessions with friends. Neglecting my physical well-being to text random people who lived on some faraway part of the world whom all meant the world to me, even if I didn't realize it at the time. Seeing my old friend whom I hadn't see in real life for over a decade and guiding him through his first experience at anime expo, showing him all of the silly ways to secure a spot in whatever panel or booth we wanted to get into. Getting to experience what it's like to love someone, stuff like that. I love what I was able to experience in life, but don't want to handle what's to come next.

 

[Michelstaedter]

I'd be lying if I said I didn't have any or only a few. I have several, but ironically, not enough to forget them, so I'll only mention three that I've had in mind for a long time.

When I got my first pet, when I went to pick it up, it was lovely to look at it for the first time. Its beautiful eyes, its fur, its size—everything was beautiful, just like when I picked up its "wife" and then the new babies were born (everything was beautiful).

When I finished a marathon, I never imagined I would be able to do it, and because I was tired, I couldn't enjoy it. But today I see it as something great, something that made me feel very happy.

When I entered middle school, at times I felt it was difficult, I didn't trust myself, I had very low self-esteem, and I felt like my family didn't fully believe in me.

 

[monetpompo]

I was a steretypical girly who was obsessed with toys and dolls and I liked playing outside with them with my cousins

i loved toys and trinkets so much as a kid. i wanted to play with everything. i still do. i loved my little pony horses and the littlest pet shop toys the most, since i could carry them in my pocket or in my bag and play with them on tables or the floor. having a my little pony horse in the 2000s because i was obsessed with the show made me feel so cool even though none of my friends gave a crap about the show lmao

 

[mourningyesterday]

when i used to game with my younger brothers and watch wrestling/football,

anytime growing up when ignorance was bliss and having the freedom of not knowing how hard life can be.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Today, yesterday, and last Friday.

 

[encore]

my fondest memories are connected to the person who, frankly, took and is still taking too much of my time and energy even if we're no longer in contact. when something good happens to you in a life full of boredom, depression and loneliness, you hold onto those memories forever and have a really hard time letting go.

it's impossible for me to think back on happy times we shared without crying and feeling like my heart is going to collapse. i'm not sure if it's grief, a sense of bitter happiness or hatred. none of it matters in the end, even if i have a hard time accepting that this is really over now. however, no matter how hard i look inside, there really were no moments happier than the ones i got to spend with him.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Doing a absurd amount of drugs with other people

 

[itsoverforme303]

Deciding that my life is over.

 

[Dejected 55]

Sounds disingenuous I'm sure, but I honestly am not sure I can think of any. The rare times that come to mind are the times when I felt confident and thought something good was maybe just around the corner, literally the moments just before reality crashed down and crushed me once again. So even my rare good memories of feelings are kind of tied to eventual failures and misery.

I had a crap childhood and feel like I've always been running from behind trying to catch up to where I should be and never able to quite get there before being knocked unceremoniously back several notches and having to struggle just to keep from falling all the way to nothing. I'm getting tired of that fight and finding it very difficult to figure out why I even want to fight.

Not the answer you're looking for, but I just can't think of anything redeeming at the moment.

 

[22yearsbroken]

Apart from christmas time whwn i was a child... but i dont remember them at all...since then most of my happy memories was the late 90s when going clubbin was epic in the uk but again i dont really remember much about those due to the copius amount a party chemicals...and i guess ever since i lost my mum at 16 and my daughter at 24 who im not aloud to see ( nothing i did was told she wasnt mine so a ran.. foumd out years later and her mums a bellend)..i think most of my happy memories are just forced ..pushing my self to travel live abroad meet new people ..blah blah blah..forced to try and forget pain hurt and a lost life.. there have been some good times yes but.. im always running from what hurts ..just to be in a new environment to block the memories... well 1 memory really that consumes me daily and is always there never to fade...

 

[Rynalia]

I can't remember.

Or rather, I don't even know if it was truly my happiness, or was it happiness that other people wanted to see/expected to see from me.

I hope that I've had my own genuine happiness at one point. I can't say I'm too confident, however.