MidnightCat
Still 3 more lives to go.
- Jan 1, 2023
- 318
Oh man, life's way different to what I expected or dreamed about.
I've always wanted to be a veterinarian, I love animals and helping them is something I wanted to do... However, as I grew I realized that... I wasn't going to be able to cope with their deaths (what if I did something different..) or even sacrificing them when they're in pain.
Fortunately... As an edgy preteen who's main hobby was being nearby a computer.. I got into hacking and programming..
I realized it's something I liked that may be a nice future... But.. law changed in my country a few years before being able to go to the university, now assistance was important...
And thanks to BPD and depression... Regularly going to class was an issue. I've always been kinda smart so growing up I knew that passing the exams won't be an issue, but, assistance was a tall wall I wasn't able to climb.
As you can imagine, that's a problem for nearly all works. I ended up being a freelance until I got way worse.
Nowadays... I do enjoy computers a lot, I've forgot how to program but I have a few pcs at home as servers and I just "play" with them when I feel like.
I've always wanted to be a veterinarian, I love animals and helping them is something I wanted to do... However, as I grew I realized that... I wasn't going to be able to cope with their deaths (what if I did something different..) or even sacrificing them when they're in pain.
Fortunately... As an edgy preteen who's main hobby was being nearby a computer.. I got into hacking and programming..
I realized it's something I liked that may be a nice future... But.. law changed in my country a few years before being able to go to the university, now assistance was important...
And thanks to BPD and depression... Regularly going to class was an issue. I've always been kinda smart so growing up I knew that passing the exams won't be an issue, but, assistance was a tall wall I wasn't able to climb.
As you can imagine, that's a problem for nearly all works. I ended up being a freelance until I got way worse.
Nowadays... I do enjoy computers a lot, I've forgot how to program but I have a few pcs at home as servers and I just "play" with them when I feel like.
